pretend

Thinking about them old days before i felt pain
Before i learned that nothing ever stays the same
Its been constant reminders that ive changed so much
I gave all my love and it wasn't enough
So what do i do when i cant even come around
What do i do when i cant even make a sound
My mind boggling i cant even think straight
I've been up for three days tell me can you relate
I was defeated before i even tried
And when i said i didn't love you girl you know that i lied
I say a lot of dumb shit when im high
But you know that them words ****ing ate me alive
So tonight lets pretend that everything's alright
Yea even tho its not
Wondering when will this stop cause i don't wanna feel this way
I just wanna feel okay
Thinking about them old days before i felt pain
Before i learned that nothing ever stays the same
Its been constant reminders that ive changed so much
I gave all my love and it wasn't enough
It wasn't enough
Gave you all my love
Wanted to give you the world
Got my stomach in a whirl
Play with my heart
Shoulda known from the start
Cause you play with my head
Give a damn what you said
Cause its not okay no its not fine
Guess it was just a sign
From up above(x3)