Watch Me Decay

Recline and seal my eyelids, I can't sleep at night
Breathe in release my iris, til I see the sky
What is the difference
Between real life and this
Feeling indifferent
It's just another side of it
I am the answer, change like the seasons, I am the reason
My body is numb, I feel it giving up, and I have believe it
My mind realizes itself far too often I cannot escape it
Pushing the boundaries of sanity far past the place where the rain hits
Always trying to escape, more worried about our lives
The fact is we waste away, more worried bout wastin time
Trying to escape, escape with just our lives
The fact is we waste away, more worried bout wastin time