would it matter

Would it even matter if I told you how I felt?
如果我告诉你我的感受你会在意吗
I know no one cares and so I keep it to myself
我知道没人在乎我 所以还是留在心里
I know no ones there, so I'ma do this with no help
我不会帮助那些素未谋面的人
My mind is a prison, I feel locked inside a cell
我的思想是一座监狱 我就被锁在其中
Looking for somebody who gon' save me from myself
一直在寻找一位能拯救我的人
I can't really trust a thing that all these people tell me
这些人告诉我的事我真不能相信
Everybody wanna claim they know me
每个人都想说他认识我
But I swear that they don't even know a thing
但我发誓他们什么都不知道
Staring off into the ceiling now
凝视着天花板
Laying down inside the living room, just spacing out
躺在客厅 放空自己
I can feel my every thought coming and crashing down
我能感觉到我每一个思绪都在翻涌
Stuck inside and I'ma find a way to make it out
困在里面 我会想办法出来的
Before my grandma died I told her I would make her proud
在奶奶去世前我告诉她会因我而骄傲
I hope she sees me and she smiles when she's looking down
我希望她看到我的成长 但她低头看我时会微笑
I been low, but who doesn't stress from time to time?
情绪崩溃 但谁不会时不时这样呢
I chill with Benji, we like Finn and Jake; Adventure Time
我和Benji在一块放松 我们都爱看 探险活宝
It's getting cold inside this room, and these blankets just ain't helping
厚厚的毯子也抵御不了房间的寒冷
Think it's time to smoke to save myself from overthinking
我想是时候抽根烟来放松一下了
Don't know why I care so much, but I always seem to feel it
不知道为什么我这么在乎这是种奇怪的感觉
Think I need to get up, instead of dragging myself in it
我想我应该靠自己 而不是被卷进去
'Cause drowning myself in all this doubt drives me psycho
把自己淹没在这些怀疑中使我精神错乱
Like singing a song, but you don't ever hit the right notes
就像你在唱着歌 却找不着调
Writing a song, but hating everything that you wrote
写一首歌 却恨你写的一切
Wanting a home, but hating everywhere that you go
想要一个家 却恨你去的每一个地方
Don't talk to me, if you're just gonna waste my time
如果你想浪费我的时间 就别来和我说话
Don't f*ck with me, if you're just gonna feed me lies
如果你想骗我 那就别来惹我
Don't talk to me, if you're just going to be mean
如果你变得尖酸刻薄 就别和我交流
Don't f*ck with me, if you don't plan on being sweet
如果你不想当个甜心 就别我和上床
Baby are you down? Will you stay around?
宝贝你打算留下来了吗
I need a girl who gon' pick me when I am down
我需要一个在我情绪低落时会陪伴我的女孩
We could leave this town, just need each other around
我们可以离开这座城市 只需要彼此依偎
I need a real one who gon' love me till I'm deep in the ground
我需要一个真正爱我的人 让我陷入其中
Yeah, baby are you down?
宝贝你是否情绪低落
Baby are you down?
宝贝你是否要留下来
Will you stay around?
你如果不留下来
What should I do?
那我该怎么办
By myself again
又是独自一人
Tossing and turning at night
晚上辗转反侧
Yeah I know I won't sleep so I turn on the light
我知道我睡不着所以开着灯
I be checking my phone but it's so late at night, yeah
我期待着你的消息 但是现在已经很晚了 是的
I look for a text, but there's not one in sight
我在找短信 但并没有
I been looking for someone who I could call "mine"
我一直在找那个属于我的她
Roll some loud smoke it up and I start to feel fine
卷根草 感觉好点了
I know things that I stress is just all in my mind
我知道我的情绪都在我的脑海里
I just need to stay focused and stay on my grind
我只需要集中精神继续努力
I just stay on my grind, yeah
我只需要继续努力
I just stay on my grind
我只需要继续工作
Doing all that I can
尽我所能
Would it even matter if I told you how I felt?
如果我告诉你我的感受你会在意吗
I know no one cares and so I keep it to myself
我知道没人在乎我 所以还是留在心里
I know no ones there, so I'ma do this with no help
我不会帮助那些素未谋面的人
My mind is a prison, I feel locked inside a cell
我的思想是一座监狱 我就被锁在其中
Looking for somebody who gon' save me from myself
一直在寻找一位能拯救我的人
I can't really trust a thing that all these people tell me
这些人告诉我的事我真不能相信
Everybody wanna claim they know me
每个人都想说他认识我
But I swear that they don't even know a th-
但我发誓他们什么都不知道