seasonal depression

Wake up, I can see my breath
醒来，我能看见自己的呼吸
Cold hands, I can't feel my skin
寒冷，我已经感受不到肌肤
Shaking, body aching
瑟瑟发抖，隐隐作痛
Pull me closer
把我推向崩溃边缘
Breaking, I can’t take anymore
即刻崩塌，我再也承受不住

这不是我想要的生活
This isn't the life that I wanna live
我已经做到最好
I already tried my best
所以尝试已经徒劳
So why try again
结束了吗？
Is it over yet?
我能放弃了吗？
Can I call it quits?
季节性的阴郁

厌倦了所有人的说教
It's seasonal depression
我应该让自己的人生变得更有意义，因为“活着是福音”
Sick of everyone telling me it’s a lesson
“你不再压力过大一切就会好起来”
I should make more of my life 'cause "It's a blessing"
没人明白
"And you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
不想下床，讨厌那些自以为是的帮助
Nobody understands
我已经失神了你还不明白吗？
I can't get out my bed, I hate the helping hands
他们对我明明一无所知
I've lost my ****ing mind so don't you get it, man?
“他只是这一周过得很糟糕”
Thеy know nothing about me
真可爱
"He's just having a bad week"
以酒精掩盖问题
It’s lovely
一杯杯酒，直抵我的麻木

我开始变得和你相同
Hidе my problems in the alcohol
这让人害怕，我不想但我服从
Drink myself away ’til I can't even feel a thing at all
季节性的阴郁
I’m becoming just like you
厌倦了所有人的说教
It scares me to death, I don't wanna but I have to
我应该让自己的人生变得更有意义，因为“活着是福音”

“你不再压力过大一切就会好起来”
Seasonal depression
没人明白
Sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
不想下床，讨厌那些自以为是的帮助
I should make more of my life 'cause "It’s a blessing"
我已经失神了你还不明白吗？
"And you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
他们对我明明一无所知
Nobody understands
“他只是这一周过得很糟糕”
I can't get out my bed, I hate the helping hands
多么可爱的言辞
I've lost my ****ing mind so don't you get it, man?
They know nothing about me
"He's just having a bad week"
It's lovely