I Don't Wanna Die

It’s weird
真的太诡异了
I can not
我无法
Can not see the light
无法看到任何光亮
But wanted to
但我想要
I need it
需要它
Desperately
真是种绝望
I don’t wanna die
我不想离开这个世界
I found the light
光线射入眼帘
Inside my mind
印在我脑中
But how do I define
我该如何去定义
How do I survive
那活着的意义
I found the light
光线射入眼帘
Inside my mind
印在我脑中
But how do I define
我该如何去定义
How do I survive
那活着的意义
Through the endless night
在无尽的黑夜中辗转反侧
I  don’t  wanna  die
我不想离开这个世界
Through the endless night
在无尽的黑夜中辗转反侧
I  don’t  wanna
我不想离开这个世界
No matter how many times do I have to fight
无论多少次要我去抗衡
Blistering cold or storm outside
那外界刺骨的严寒及风暴
I don’t wanna die in the endless night
我都不愿生命终止在这无尽的黑夜
I can still see something that is bright
我仍能看到那某些仍绽放光芒的事物
Wanting to watch one more sunrise
就像心中那种再次目睹日出的渴望
Where the **** are all my allies
但可笑的是 我身边的挚友在何处？
I would be needing wiser advice
我想我需要他们明智的建议
Otherwise Stabilize
但别妄想让我冷静
Don’t apologize Or sympathize Me!
也别来尝试同情我向我道歉
into my eyes
来直视我的双眼
Visualized in consciousness
让我看清你的一切
idealized confidence with concreteness
看清坚如磐石般的自信
But conscience less and continence less
而不是那种毫无克制空洞般的良知
Just tell me what the **** can you see in me
告诉我你能从一个伤痕累累
Besides a raged wounded beast
狂躁的野兽背后 看清什么？
Is there anything you can possibly do to help at least
你能找到任何一处能帮到我的地方吗？
Dehydrated after intoxication
仿佛中毒后般身体的麻木
Suffocated from frustration
沮丧带来的抽搐
In desperation but still activated
尽力在绝望中保持清醒
Left a weak breathe make it to next station
依靠仅存的一口呼吸撑到人生轨迹的下一站
I cannot just drop dead
我不能就这样低下头
I’m still holding  on to the mic
我仍握紧手中的信仰
You can never push  me far  away out of your sight
你永远无法将我摆脱
I’ll be alive as long as the music plays tonight
今晚 有音乐支撑的我
Till the sun wakes up shines penetrate through my both eyes
将完好无损地迎来清晨汇聚到我双眼上的第一束光
I’m sick as **** I don’t wanna die
我病入膏肓但我想活下去
I’m twisted shit I don’t wanna die
我已病态般的扭曲但我想活着
I need a bit more to keep me alive
还需要一些更多的东西来让我活下去
Oh Shit I’m weak and stupid but I don’t wanna die
即使我即愚蠢又虚弱 但我仍不想离开这个世界
There are thousand miles on your way to go
前方的路途仍连绵不断跌宕起伏
There are thousand reasons for you to not give up
但也有数以万计的理由让你坚持下去
There are thousand ways to keep yourself alive
也有万种方式足以让你度过余生
So you can not die
所以你不可以