i pick loneliness

So you're right again
所以这次你又对了
You're always right but when
你总是对的
I call your bluff, you give it up
但当我揭露你的虚张声势 你低下了头
And will do this all again
又重新扬起头
No I can't hold it in
不 我无法控制自己
You get under my skin
你真的惹到我了
Drives me mad how you take words back
你收回所有话语 令我丧失理智
Then we just play pretend
然后我们只好戴上伪装

But I won't forget
但我不会忘记
The things you did
你的所作所为
'Cause the lies you told aren't enough to hold me
你的谎言 没有那么的完美
One more day in your brokenness
不足以再留我一天浸没在你的心伤
I won't forget
我不会忘记
But I wish I did
但我希望那样
'Cause all this pain from scars you gave
拜你所赐 每道伤痕的疼痛
Is enough for me to pick loneliness
都足以令我重拾久违的寂寞
I won't forget
我不会忘记

I'd do anything for ya
我愿意为你付出一切
You couldn't even love me before but
你却不能早爱我一些
What if I fixed the wrong I did
如果我补救了所有的错误
I'd still pick loneliness
我仍旧会重拾寂寞
There's no coming back from this
此路无法回头
Oh please, you're being dramatic
拜托 你太戏剧化了
There's too much I can't forget
有太多太多我无法遗忘
So I pick loneliness
所以我选择重拾寂寞

Okay, you're right, I'm the one to blame
好吧 你是对的 我应该倍受责怪
But give me time, you see that I can change
你给了我时间 你见证了我的改变
You could quit and throw this all away
你本可以放弃 丢下这烂摊子
But then it's you who promises we made
但你却打破承诺 令一切更糟

But I won't forget
但我不会忘记
The things you did
你的所作所为
'Cause the lies you told aren't enough to hold me
你的谎言 没有那么的完美
One more day in your brokenness
不足以再留我一天浸没在你的心伤
I won't forget
我不会忘记
But I wish I did
但我希望那样
'Cause all this pain from scars you gave
拜你所赐 每道伤痕的疼痛
Is enough for me to pick loneliness
都足以令我重拾久违的寂寞
I won't forget
我不会忘记

I'd do anything for ya
我愿意为你付出一切
You couldn't even love me before but
你却不能早爱我一些
What if I fixed the wrong I did
如果我补救了所有的错误
I'd still pick loneliness
我仍旧会重拾寂寞
There's no coming back from this
此路无法回头
Oh please, you're being dramatic
拜托 你太戏剧化了
There's too much I can't forget
有太多太多我无法遗忘
So I pick loneliness
所以我选择重拾寂寞

Nice knowing that you really don't care
很高兴知道你真的不在乎
I say I do but that's what you wanna hear
我说我愿意 那只是你想听的
Hit me up, wishing that I never cared too
与我交往 希望我也从未在意过
What if I said there's nothing that I won't do?
如果我说我也愿意付出一切呢

I'd do anything for ya
我愿意为你付出一切
You couldn't even love me before but
你却不能早爱我一些
What if I fixed the wrong I did
如果我补救了所有的错误
I'd still pick loneliness
我仍旧会重拾寂寞
There's no coming back from this
此路无法回头
Oh please, you're being dramatic
拜托 你太戏剧化了
There's too much I can't forget
有太多太多我无法遗忘
So I pick loneliness
所以我选择重拾寂寞