goodbye

i don't wanna be alive. i just **** up all the time, yeah
i don't wanna be alive. i just **** up all the time, yeah
i don't wanna be alive, i just **** up all the time.
can't read between your lines, cant tell all my wrongs from rights.
i know that deep inside i ****ed this up for the last time, this is good bye.
or i could medicate myself the way i did just like the last time.
got so close to death, but i just cheated it again why?
why do i try to get through this.
stuck inside my head can you save me i'm stupid
i told you love that this would be the last time.
scars all up my wrist i'm sorry i lied.
liquor in my bloodstream, blood stains in the bathroom.
trapped up in my head i'm sorry that i let this beat me.
i'm no good at saying goodbyes, when it comes to looking in those blue eyes.
please tell me that i'll be okay, can we get past this and start all over in a new day.
i don't wanna be alive, i just **** up all the time.
can't read between your lines, cant tell all my wrongs from rights.
i know that deep inside i ****ed this up for the last time, this is good bye.
or i could medicate myself the way i did just like the last time.
got so close to death, but i just cheated it again why?
why do i try to get through this.
stuck inside my head can you save me i'm stupid
i'm stupid, confusing, yeah there's no turning back you abuse me.
we could end this for good with my head through the roof now, yeah
my head is through the roof & i cant find any proof that i'm trying to get much better.
but you kept my sweater, that was last December, but would you remember.
how could i forget her?
i don't wanna be alive, i just **** up all the time.
can't read between your lines, cant tell all my wrongs from rights.
i know that deep inside i ****ed this up for the last time, this is good bye