Change

Now in these cynical times are stereotypical minds
Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb
Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind
I'm trying to look beyond the lies just to see what I'll find
I'm like a fly way in a cave another hour in the maze
I'll cover to the power, my criminal ways
The sun is ******ning but I'm catching minimal rays
It's time for me to bloom out of this childish phase
My life is like a battle that I'll probably never win
Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything
Life's a challenge and I wonder if I'll ever find the balance
Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
（My life is twisted）Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
（My life is twisted）
My fingers pointing in the mirror I'm the one now （one now）
I see my shadow in the sun dial （sun dial）
Am I really out to change put my freedom in a cage
Slow down, Man I got a son now
It's nothing new they all said it, and I knew it
But I had to go through it myself, I'm hard headed
But that's the only way that I learn
Get caught in the fire there's no escaping the burn, and it burns
Change this change that, change is full of lies
I remain the same, can't wear a good disguise
Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye
So if I change I'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I?
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
（My life is twisted）Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
（My life is twisted）

I wanna run but if I run I'm only running from myself
Would it be easier if I was someone else? （Changes）
I'm like a child playing with matches that's never been burned
Relearning all the lessons that I've already learned
On a highway To a destination I've earned
So many exits but I never bothered to turn
I'm like a piece of shard glass
Laying on the frame of a window
that was broken by the bricks of pain
Sometimes I feel just like the devil's guinea pig
He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig
I admit I'm ****** up and got a lot to learn
So I'm dancing in the ashes of the bridges I burn
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
（My life is twisted）Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
（My life is twisted）
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change （Will I）
Will I ever change （Can I）
Can I ever change （Will I）
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
But the world wants to blame it on me
My life is twisted
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change （Will I）
Will I ever change （Can I）
Can I ever change （Will I）
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
But the world wants to blame it on me
My life is twisted
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