Everythings Falling Apart

Oh dear God is this a test
Or is this for real
People tell me I have been blessed
Is this how it feels
I found what I have looked for at last
Lost it all because of my past
I wonder who is there to be seen
When the light goes out for me
And everything's falling
Everything's falling apart

By the time this hits the fan
Then I will be be gone
I'm giving up on all that I am
To search for the dawn
I'll be doing all I can to stay warm
Tryin' to walk with grace through the storm
It's hard to take it all like a man
When I don't know who I am
And everything's falling
Everything's falling apart

Now the only thing that I really want
Is the only thing that cannot be bought
Can we make another try
I know that it doesn't matter really but
Tell me
Why
Everything's falling
Everything's falling apart