The Way It Seems to Go

The Way It Seems to Go
可行之路
Rachael Yamagata
山形瑞秋

是敌也可是友

事物是相对的
My friends become my foes
我开始看见她的美
And my foes become my friends
男朋友？没了
I tend to fall in love with the girls
正常上班时间是星期一到五？
My boyfriend ends
不，我偏要周末

每当我手指触摸出
I don't work 9 to 5
一些奇妙新世界
But I'll always work the weekends
我既在前进，又在倒退
And each time I'll get the world
是左，也要右
In my fingers something happens
真头痛！

做不了决定！
I'm working backwards, forwards
我在上演一个悲剧童话
And left to right
每当阳光灿烂
And I'm pretty darn hard headed
我却只在黑暗中听到一声光芒
But I can't make up my mind
哈，我专职停留在一线希望之间

我会在的，当你说需要我
I'll take a tragedy over a fairytale
无论天塌下来
But only when the sun is shining
这种时刻对我多残忍
I'll be the voice of hope in your darkest hour
但这是我唯一可行之路
I'm an expert in the silver lining
我颠倒日夜

沉于买醉，轻浮活着
I'll be there when you need me
往往追求不可能的完美
For all the big things
我不能忍受闲聊，但我擅长忍耐
But I'm really pathetic at perfect timing
不行不行，我还是要离开你
And that's the way it seems to go for me
唉，可是一会又求你再爱我

当我终于安静
I go to bed at 8 and wake up at 4.30
你却早知那是暴风雨前的宁静
Most day I drink like a fish and tend to be too flirty
雨中颓步，夜色中行走
I am a perfectionist but only when things get dirty
大家都在尽欢时
I cannot stand small talk but I'm great at being wordy
我失落在你给的痛哭流涕中

教教这颗受伤破碎的心
And I'd rather leave you first
于是我再思考，力求做出正确的事
But then I'll be begging you to come back
要改变了吗？我奋然
And when I get real quiet
这是我唯一可行之路
You know I'm about to attack
如果你只爱我的忧郁

抱歉，那不是我
I'll take a walk in the rain or a drive in the dark
我是不一样的烟火
But only when everyone's celebrating
你从不主动坦言
I'll dig in to your pain and tear it apart
他的世界才那么丁点
But only to help the heart that's breaking
我使他平静下来，我们为彼此做早餐

朋友都说我们很适合
I like to figure things out and make everything right
他爱追求空幻，而我爱坏极了的天气
But I'm secretly thrilled when everything's changing
我应该会先离开他的
And that's the way it seems to go for me
但他魂不守舍在我之前很久了吧？

我要求他回来吗？
If you fall for the part that's brooding and dark
哎呀，不知道！
You will never discover the rest of my heart
一个安静的夜里我打了一场拳击，
And I want you to see that there's so much to see
我想追求更远好的。
Just before I declare you never knew me
败了就归来

但哪怕只有一丝希望我也去力争
He's with the small stuff like the world around was over
我不放弃去赢
I calm him down and we make breakfast for each other
倘若实在不行，我唯有尽情宣泄
Our friends all thought we fit so perfectly together
这就是我的路
He likes what he can't have and I sure like bad weather
是的，我的路

喔，我的路。
I may have left him first
But I think he'd been leaving for sometime
I feel like begging him to come back
But I can't make up my mind

I'll take a boxing match over the quiet night
But only to make for better dreams
I'll back the underdog in any fight
But only to fight for something worth keeping

I'm in it to win it, most of the time
And if it goes down I'll be kicking and screaming
And that's the way it seems to go for me
Yeah, and that's the way it seems to go for me
Whoa, and that's the way it seems to go for me