Just a Kid

Now damn, I'm just a kid
该死的 我只是个孩子
Thinking 'bout everything I ever done and did
回想我所做过的一切事情
Things I wanna do and things I've done lived
那些我想做和我不再做的事
Everything slow but I really wanna live, now say
一切都慢下来了 但我真的想活下去 所以说
Damn, I'm just a kid
该死的 我只是个孩子
Thinking about everything I wanna do and did
思考我想做的和我做过的事
Thinking bout if I go far or go big
想着如果我功成名就
Thinking about if I go dumb or go big
想着如果我一事无成
I'm a child just like no other
我就是个普通的小孩
When I get scared I hide under covers
当我感到害怕时 我会躲进被子里
On a sad day man I really miss my mother
在我悲伤时 我非常想念我的母亲
Only get one and you never get another
而两者你只能选其一
When I was a child I was barely loved
小时候 没有人爱我
Mommy passed away and my daddy was on drugs
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Granny took me in, with her 5 kids
奶奶收留了我 她有5个孩子
And up until 8, that's where I always live
最多时有8个 我一直跟他们生活在一起
Granny got sick and then she passed away
奶奶生病去世
And biggest heartbreak that I ever did take
这是我最为心痛的事
Things were so good man, things were so great
一切都如此的美好
And then in one day my whole life had changed
然而就在某天 我的人生发生了翻天覆地的变化
Suddenly I'm out here adopted
突然间 我被收养了 离开了一直待的地方
No one from my family gave me the option
我的家人没有给我选择的机会
To live with my family or someone familiar
让我跟我家人或者亲友一起生活的机会
Gave me away to a person wit hidden agendas
他们暗中商议把我送走
Passed to stranger who needed the money
把我送给贫穷得陌生人
She was a psycho, she never loved me
她是个疯子 从未爱过我
Damn my whole life everyone had to f*ck me
我的人生简直糟透了
Wow, I guess I'm just lucky
哦 也许是我走运了吧
Now damn, I'm just a kid
该死的 我只是个孩子
Thinking 'bout everything I ever done and did
回想我所做过的一切事情
Things I wanna do and things I've done lived
那些我想做和我不再做的事
Everything slow but I really wanna live, now say
一切都慢下来了 但我真的想活下去 所以说
Damn, I'm just a kid
该死的 我只是个孩子
Thinking about everything I wanna do and did
思考我想做的和我做过的事
Thinking bout if I go far or go big
想着如果我功成名就
Thinking about if I go dumb or go big
想着如果我一事无成
I never mattered, nobody ever cared
我不被重视 无人关心
Gave me to strangers who claimed me as theirs
我被送给陌生人 说我是他们的孩子
I was abused and I was aware
我知道我被虐待了
She told me to lie and say that I had fell
她让我撒谎 说我是摔了一跤
Damn, I got marks on my face
该死的 我脸上有了疤
Disassociate and my thoughts go erased
脱离瓜葛 消除想法
Numb in my soul, I feel so out of place
内心麻木 我是如此的格格不入
Long way from home, I need out of this place
远离家乡 我要逃离这个鬼地方
I'm the sad kid and the bad kid
我是个闷闷不乐的坏小孩
I'm a disappointment and I'm average
我很普通 别人只会对我感到失望
Never make her proud, all I do is damage
从来未让她以我为傲 我只会搞破坏
Called me a burden, but she took advantage
说我是个累赘 却从中获益
Now damn, I'm just a kid
该死的 我只是个孩子
Thinking 'bout everything I ever done and did
回想我所做过的一切事情
Things I wanna do and things I've done lived
那些我想做和我不再做的事
Everything slow but I really wanna live, now say
一切都慢下来了 但我真的想活下去 所以说
Damn, I'm just a kid
该死的 我只是个孩子
Thinking about everything I wanna do and did
思考我想做的和我做过的事
Thinking bout if I go far or go big
想着如果我功成名就
Thinking about if I go dumb or go big
想着如果我一事无成
She said she loved me, she didn't liked me
她说她爱我 但她不喜欢我
I wasn't special and I wasn't likely
我也不特别 不像能成就大事的人
Wasn't that cute, no one would want me
我不可爱 没有人会要我
Nobody cared in that, I was forgotten
没有人在乎 我被遗忘了
Left as an orphan, no other options
成为孤儿 别无选择
She hit me again and I want her to stop it
她又打我 我想要她住手
The place of my soul has grown microscopic
我的内心逐渐觉醒
They take me on weekends and act like they care
周末他们来接我 表现得他们真的在乎一样
I lived in fear, I was young, I was scared
我活在恐惧里 我还小 我很怕
The scars from my childhood have followed me here
童年的伤疤一直伴随着我
The pattern repeat and they come back right here
同样的情形 一切回到原点
The pattern repeat and they come back right here
同样的情形 一切回到原点