It's Been Awhile

It's been awhile
有一段时间了
Since I could hold my head up high
自我还可以抬头面对
And it's been awhile
有一段时间了
Since I first saw you
自我见到你第一面
And it's been awhile
有一段时间了
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
自我还可以独自站立
And it's been awhile
有一段时间了
Since I could call you
自我还能打给你

所有我无法记起的事情
And everything I can't remember
糟糕的和它们看上去一样
As ****** up as it all may seem
是我造成这样的后果
The consequences that I've rendered
刻薄之下我撕扯着自己
I've stretched myself beyond my means
有一段时间了

自我发现自己没有沉迷
And it's been awhile
有一段时间了
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
自我也能说我是自爱的
And it's been awhile
有一段时间了
Since I can say I love myself as well
在我一如既往搞砸一切离开之后
And it's been awhile
有一段时间了
Since I've gone and ****** things up just like I always do
但是与你在一起这些都不再复现
And it's been awhile
所有我无法记起的事情
But all that **** seems to disappear when I'm with you
糟糕的和它们看上去一样

是我造成这样的后果
And everything I can't remember
在我一如既往搞砸一切离开之后
As ****** up as it all may seem
为什么我总是这样
The consequences that I've rendered
让这一切都离开吧
I've gone and ****** things up again
再给我多一天的平静

有一段时间了
Why must I feel this way?
自我还能直视自己
Just make this go away
有一段时间了
Just one more peaceful day!
自我道歉之后

有一段时间了
And it's been awhile
自我看见烛光映亮你的脸
Since I could look at myself straight
有一段时间了
And it's been awhile
但是我还是能记起你的味道
Since I said I'm sorry
所有我无法记起的事情
And it's been awhile
糟糕的和我看上去一样
Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
我不能怨恨我的父亲
And it's been awhile
他已经做到了最好
But I can still remember just the way you taste
有一段时间了

自我还可以抬头面对
And everything I can't remember
有一段时间了
As ****** up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
自我道歉之后
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry