Everything I Ever Thought I Knew

我曾认为是一个被抛弃的浪子，无处可去，
I thought I was an outcast,
认为自己会孤独一生，
I thought I stood alone,
是一个采花大盗，窃贼，笑话，
a rouge, a thief, a joker,
没有一个属于我的家，
no place to call my own.
我曾认为没有一个人会真正爱上我，
I thought no one could love me,
然而我又怎能知道呢。
And how could I have known
我错了，
I was wrong,
大错特错。
oh so wrong.
然后我以为我找到了，
Then I thought I found it,
一个可分享给爱人听的梦想，
A dream that I could share,
我以为自已好幸运，
I thought I was so lucky,
甚至这有些不公平，
It almost wasn't fair,
我以为我懂得了我未来的目标，
I thought I knew my purpose,
以为知道自己今后该去向何方，
I thought I that I knew where,
我可以归属之地，
I belong,
但我错了。
but I was wrong.
我曾认为一切我了解的真谛，
Everything I ever thought I knew,
我游历过的，
Where I've been,
我将要去往的，
Where I'm going,
结果我所指望的一切结果都像幻境般不真实，
Everything I counted on turned out to be untrue,
我本该猜到的，
could of guessed
我本该知道的，
should of known,
现在我明白了。
now I do.
我所向往的一切，
Everything I've yearned for,
我所打算（和她）的一切，
everything I've planned,
一切我（与她）最甜蜜的记忆，
All my sweetest memories
不过只是一个用细沙拼凑出的易碎城堡。
were castles made of sand
现在它彻底瓦解了，
Now that its all crumbling,
请帮我读懂我自己，
help me understand,
如果长久以来这个人都不是真正的我，
If none of it was really me,
那我到底应该是谁！
then who am I supposed to be!
我曾认为一切我所了解的事实 ，
And Everything I ever thought I knew,
每一份希望，
Every hope,
每一种感觉，
Every feeling,
爱情和信任，还有数不清的幸福时光，
Love and trust and happiness,
都结束了，他们一去不复返了，他们彻底完结了。
Its done, they're gone, they're through.
剩下的是什么？
and whats left,
独自一人，
me alone
再一次，
Once again,
我本应该早知道的，
I Should of known
现在我懂了，
Now I do.
看来我的至今的人生毫无意义，
I guess my life meant nothing,，
看来这只是个骗局，
I guess it was a sham,，
看来我现在是其他人了，
I guess I'm someone else now,
我想知道真正的我到底是谁？
I wonder who I am.