Again

I’m thinkin bout relapsin again
I can’t help it i always give in
I’m scared to fly home i’m scared to die when i land
Cuz i know my plug will be waitin there with open hands
I wanna change i rally do
But i can’t cuz i dont kno who
Who i am
I wanna be somebody
That isn’t just a ****** junkie
But i dont know how to be anythin besides me
And this is me
This is me
This is all i wanna be
I’ve never felt so ****** free