Papillon

All dressed up, no place to run
整装待发，无处可逃
No car, no girl, no pills, no fun
没有车，没有女孩，没有药丸，很无趣
Nothing to do in this empty room
在这空房间里无事可做
I gotta get my head together soon
我需要尽快清醒一点

独自一人，没有计划，没有朋友
Alone again, no plans, no friends
你十点半过来
You come around at half past ten
说：“别来无恙？
You say "How are you holding up my friend?
又开始酗酒了吗？”
Are you sitting around getting drunk again?"
我听出了你言语中的绝望

浪费时间，虚度光阴
And I hear the desperation of those lines
呃，嗯，我一直很好！
Wasted hours, others wasted time
一个多小时之后我们走出家门
Uh, yeah, I been just fine!
我们从二楼摔倒

摇晃着，呻吟着
Then we're out the door in an hour more
我们词不达意
We stumble down from the second floor
你生硬的拽着我的衬衫
And we're swaying, braying
我发誓这并不痛
We don't know what we're saying
当你那样凝视着的时候，就会装出这种动作

你搪塞了之后收回了手
And you grab my shirt, your way so curt
我感觉仿佛我做错事了一样
I swear to God that this doesn't hurt
你离开之后我好想你
When you stare like that, you put on that act
我希望我有胆量去大叫
You say something and then you take it back
你知道，事情不是总像它看起来那样

当你离开的时候，我好想你能留下
And I feel as though I've done something wrong
不要留我在这里踱步祈祷
Oh, how I miss you when you're gone
这些夜里我浴火重生

你觉得我吸取了教训
And I wish I had the guts to scream
你总是装作你想要的样子
You know, things aren't always what they seem
我想这对我没有意义
When you walk away, I want to stay
我无法忍受你看着我的样子
Don't leave me here to pace and pray
穿着那件衣服

我猜我可能已经很幸福了
All these nights I burnt, hours I turned
如果我以前不是一团糟的话
You think that by now I'd learnt
我真是一团糟
That you're only what you pretend to be
我真是一团糟
I guess that was just lost on me
我真是一团糟

我真是一团糟
I can't stand the way you look at me
In that dress
Oh, happy, alright I might be, I guess
If I wasn't such a mess

I'm such a mess
I'm such a mess
I'm such a mess
I'm such a mess