Massachusetts

She's cutting out the bruises
她将感情的旧伤抛在脑后
Forgetting her excuses for being here again
忘记了她怎样说服自己再次回到这里
With a suitcase packed and waiting by the door
收拾好的行李箱静静伫立在门口 等待与她一同离开
In her head
在脑中
Convinced herself she hasn't lost
她却一次次地说服自己
Enough to quit
自己还没有受伤到必须离开的地步
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But tonight she lays here thinking
但是今晚她躺在这里深深思索
What if I just left
如果我
In the middle of the night
在深夜里离开
Back to California
回到加州
And never look back
永不回头 又会怎样呢
.
She'll fantasize about it
她日日不停地幻想着
Every single day but she can't find it
却始终
In her heart to run away
不忍心离开
And no one's listening
没人听到她内心的呼喊
With Northern Massachusetts
在北马萨诸塞州
On his knees to stay
的土地上
He's begging
他苦苦哀求着
"Please, oh baby please, I can explain
“求你了，亲爱的，不要离开啊，我可以解释啊
It won't happen again"
真的我保证不会有第二次了“
.
He's putting out the fires
他试着让她回心转意
And he's making her believe
他试着让她相信
He's really changed
自己真的改头换面了
This time
但这一次
But it's obvious it's just another line
太明显了 只会又一次突破她的底线
Lapse and relapse
他一次、又一次地故态复萌...
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And again she lays beside him thinking:
于是又一次她躺在他的身边 心想
I'll pretend in the middle of the night
我会在深夜中假装闭着眼睛沉沉入睡
My eyes are closed I'm sleeping
实则偷偷离开
But I won't come back
再也不会回来
.
She'll fantasize about it
她日日不停地幻想
Every single day but she can't find it
却始终
In her heart to run away
不忍心离开
And no one's listening
没人听到她内心的呼喊
With Northern Massachusetts
在北马塞诸塞州
On his knees to stay
的土地上
He's begging
他苦苦哀求着
"Please, oh baby please, I can explain
”求你了，亲爱的，不要离开啊，我可以解释啊
It won't happen again
我保证不会有第二次了
It won't happen again"
真的不会有第二次了啊”“
.
How long can this last?
但他们能这样纠缠多久呢
The final straw was the hospital
最后一根稻草终于在医院重重压下
At least she told herself that
至少她是这样认为的
But she just can't find the strength to end it!
但她就是无法结束这段让她身心俱疲的感情
.
I just left
如果我
In the middle of the night
在深夜里离开
Back to California
回到加州
I'll never look back
永不回头 又会怎样呢
.
She'll fantasize about it
她日日不停地幻想
Every single day but she can't find it
却始终
In her heart to run away (To run away)
不忍心离开
With Northern Massachusetts
在北马萨诸塞州
On his knees to stay
的土地上
He's begging
他苦苦哀求着
"Please, oh baby please, I can explain
”求你了，亲爱的，不要离开啊，我可以解释啊
It won't happen again
我保证不会有第二次了
It won't happen again!"
真的不会有第二次了啊！“
.