Forgive Me

I feel so dirty,
I feel so dumb.
I felt for temptation,
Lord what have I done?
I never,
Meant for this,
To get so out of hand...
But he lied to me,
and he told me that,
You'd never understand.
But it was never in my plan,
To become the liar,
become the cheater,
become the murderer,
I know you heard of her,
become the dealer
become the user
become the hater
become the abuser.
And after all of,
my failure and,
my sinning.
Jesus still,
wants to save me and,
live in me.
So if Jesus can,
then why can't you,
Forgive me,
forgive me,
forgive me,
forgive me.
I was so guilty
now I'm repenting,
Lord will you fill me,
I'll go where you send me
I was so lonely,
he was so kind.
He said that he loved me,
How could I deny.
I never meant for this,
to get so out of hand.
But he lied to me,
and he told me that,
you'd never understand,
But it was never in my plan,
To become the liar,
become the cheater,
become the murderer,
I know you heard of her,
become the dealer
become the user
become the hater
become the abuser.
And after all of,
my failure and,
my sinning,
Jesus still,
wants to save me and,
live in me,
So if Jesus can,
then why cant you,
forgive me?
I know what I did was wrong,
but how long will you let this go on?
Everyone else has moved on,
but you still won't let it go...
Man I can't let go and this is my cry for help,
to forgive myself,
So please help me,
forgive me...
Oh, please help me...
Help me forgive myself...
Oh,
Forgive me,
Forgive me,
Why can't I forgive me?
Forgive me,
Oh, forgive me
Forgive me,
Forgive me,
Why can't I forgive me?
forgive me
Forgive me,
OH
Show me you love me,
don't have to feel guilty,
I'll fall on my knees now,
To see what you give me,
forgive me, yeah....
Why can't I forgive me?