All I Know

All I know (Where'd you go remix)
编曲：Fort Minor
作词/作曲：四眼仔
录音：EAR STUDIO LDY
后期：EAR STUDIO H_C_O_N_G
When I was broke, lost my pride
我曾低落，丢失了尊严
Whoever with me told me things will be fine
每个在我身边的人都告诉我事情会变好
I was down to the valley, like the world has abandoned me
我曾低落谷底，感觉世界将我抛弃
Feeling like I’m tortured, surrounded by enemies.
感觉周围都是敌人在对我折磨
Days I don’t wanna go back, fold back, I’m afraid
我害怕回到那些不想回忆的日子
All the chances I gotta hold them, that I pray
所以我祈祷着抓住每一个机会
As I was a kid like I’m three, my parents divorced and I lost my bridge
当我还是三四岁的孩子经历父母的离异
To a real nice childhood, alone in the city wood
我失去了拥有美好童年的机会，像是独自一人留在城市森林
Search no way out, wonder what I should really do
找不到出口，不知道出路
All I know is they said “It’s not your fault”
我只知道他们说“这不是你的错”
But how would it end like, if I wasn’t born
但如果不是因为我的出生结局怎会这样
I faced the fact that I am the reason
事实是我就是那个原因
Being an outcast, But I’m the one in prison
作为牢笼中的旁观者，冷眼看待世事
All I know is maybe it‘s really not your fault
我知道很多时候我们没有选择
All I want is the way to help me out of these thoughts
我只能尝试着寻找着出路
Why you gave me life but you didn’t raise me, lord
为什么人都要先承受现世之苦
All these days and nights, I was nearly lost
我曾几近迷失在过去的每个日夜
Take me home, when I’m looking for the promised land
当我自寻短见的时候，能不能给我一个拥抱
Let me know, there be someone would give me his hand
让我知道，还有人愿意在我身边
I been waiting too long, depression made me deformed
我已支离破碎
Do it on my own and I’m losing all my warmth I can barely hold on, hold on
一个人前行，像是正在死去，我真的快支撑不住了，但我还要继续
过了十年，十三的我好像也逐渐成人
学会接受生活的一切不论鼓励或是沉沦
那時回到广州余有五年，梦已变迁
历练的我学会说过的话都兑现
也時常学着整理思绪，夜深人静的時候独自编排字句
纸币记录下点滴铭记生活中泛起的涟漪
堆垒着过去集成的文字是成长路上做的编辑
渐渐地渐渐，当想法开始变迁
我看向他人眼里也已不在充满着艳羡
有人和我一样，也是独自承受着
有人家庭幸福却对未来问着"能否呢"
还有的人快被 欲望压断了腰，还有更多的人小心翼翼走着独木桥
人们生而平等但是经历并不公平，但是这趟行程 有太多 动人的风景
我觉得我也不過芸芸众生，向放不下的事情学着放下学着为人
学着拥抱成就自己的事物，也学着看破
那自我画地為牢樊笼中被铸就的围城
Whatever goes up surly must come down
祸福相依
I have been through the time that I got used to drowning
周而复始，我已经看清
Cause life goes on, no matter what you take
无论你经历了什么生活还会继续
Even do it on your own, you gotta make it brave
你必须勇敢下去哪怕独自前进
Each of us has came a long way, maybe even the wrong way though
我们每一个人都经历了很多，甚至做错过（致敬J Cole）
You gotta taste.
然而你要学会品尝过去
Of all the pain you won’t try it once again
因为你绝不会想再经历那些刻骨铭心的痛
Don’t you remind those raindrop and all their weight
过去对于一个人来说是真实存在的重量单位
All I know is maybe it‘s really not your fault
我知道很多时候我们没有选择
All I want is the way to help me out of these thoughts
我只能尝试着寻找着出路
Why you gave me life but you didn’t raise me, lord
为什么人都要先承受现世之苦
All these days and nights, I was nearly lost
我曾几近迷失在过去的每个日夜
Whatever goes up surly must come down
一个人的生命祸福相依
Even you’re the angle one day you gone hit the ground
人皆如此
So stay more focus to the things you have
所以珍惜你所拥有的
Rather protect what you have than chase, I guess
因为比起追名逐利，珍惜你所拥有是更加重要的事
Take me home, when I’m looking for the promised land
当我自寻短见的时候，能不能给我一个拥抱
Let me know, there be someone would give me his hand
让我知道，还有人愿意在我身边
I been waiting too long, but now I’m ready to reform
我等待了太久，现在我已准备重生
Do it on my own, I can count it on my own, my life will go on, go on
一人前行但我已无所畏惧