i still think of u

Yeah
I still get so messed up, just thinking of you
我的生活早已一团糟,每天都在想你
The pain in my chest, got me feeling so used
胸口传来的钝痛仿佛让我回到以前那醉生梦死的时候
I'll put on a mask but I wish it was true
我真希望带上一个面具让我逃避现实
My darling why'd it end so soon
为什么我们的爱转瞬即逝
Yeah
I still get so messed up, just thinking of you
失去意识的瞬间想到的是你
The pain in my chest, got me feeling so used
那胸口的疼痛提醒着我失去了你
I'll put on a mask but I wish it was true
面具下的脸你早已认不出来
My darling why'd it end so soon
为什么你要离我而去
Why'd it end so soon
究竟是为什么呢
And I don't ever wanna keep running
现在我不想再坚持下去了
I don't wanna keep living inside a maze
因为日复一日在迷宫里打转
I'm fighting my chest and the demons inside of my mind
每天醒来我都要面对我心中的恶魔
Hoping that one day you'll change
希望着某天你会回到我身边
I've been lost in a world full of people
这个世界充满痛苦,是你让我知道还有温度
That don't even care if I'm drowning inside of my pain
但是我该怎么找回那昔日的温暖
And the more that I think about you
当我想到你时悲伤无法散去
When I'm mourning the more that I realize
我意识到那些美好早已不复存在
We're one in the same
曾经我以为我们可以走下去
I've been stuck in a cold place
我失去了温度
I miss the days we would talk more
你的句句话萦绕在我耳畔
Yeah
Now it's all but a heartbreak
现在留下的只有心碎
Every day in my head pours
你的身影在我记忆中久久无法散去
If I'm losing connection
如果你觉得我疯了
You're losing affection
那就想想你自己的所作所为
It's hard to complain
打出的几百字表达不了我想说的
When I'm typing a message
删了又删最后只能默默退出
You know I still love you
你知道我还爱着你
That's why I've been stressing
所以我还在坚持着
It hurts me to know that
我们的爱很完美
We weren't ruined perfection
但我希望能出现漏洞让我有机会修补
Yeah
I still get so messed up, just thinking of you
我的生活早已一团糟,每天都在想你
The pain in my chest, got me feeling so used
胸口传来的钝痛仿佛让我回到以前那醉生梦死的时候
I'll put on a mask but I wish it was true
我真希望带上一个面具让我逃避现实
My darling why'd it end so soon
为什么我们的爱转瞬即逝
Yeah
I still get so messed up, just thinking of you
失去意识的瞬间想到的是你
The pain in my chest, got me feeling so used
那胸口的疼痛提醒着我失去了你
I'll put on a mask but I wish it was true
面具下的脸你早已认不出来
My darling why'd it end so soon
为什么你要离我而去
Why'd it end so soon
究竟是为什么呢
And I can't guess my feelings
我的感情就要干涸了吧
Slowing down my own healing
想自己拔出氧气管
I just wish I was dealing
我总是希望能解决那些
With this pain I'm concealing
在我感情深处对你的念念不忘
Like my heart
你从我这
Yeah you steal it from me
无意偷走了我的心脏
Yeah, I really wish you were here
希望你能再次在我身边
Yeah, I really wish you were
希望你还在这
I really wish you were here
从未远走
Yeah
I still get so messed up, just thinking of you
我的生活早已一团糟,每天都在想你
The pain in my chest, got me feeling so used
胸口传来的钝痛仿佛让我回到以前那醉生梦死的时候
I'll put on a mask but I wish it was true
我真希望带上一个面具让我逃避现实
My darling why'd it end so soon
为什么我们的爱转瞬即逝
Yeah
I still get so messed up, just thinking of you
失去意识的瞬间想到的是你
The pain in my chest, got me feeling so used
那胸口的疼痛提醒着我失去了你
I'll put on a mask but I wish it was true
面具下的脸你早已认不出来
My darling why'd it end so soon
时间对于我来说
Why'd it end so soon
并不够找回你