idk where my mind is

Sit back on me
I been losing it, just see
I don't wanna ****ing leave
But, a part of me can't breathe
Sit back on me
My anxiety can't feed
Of my energy I'm weak
I ain't really got no luck
With problems that I overcome
I been lacking serotonin
It's my fault, yeah, I'm so dumb
Yeah, I'm so dumb
And ****ing useless, I'm a freak
And nothing I can do about it
Anyways, I seek attention from these lowlife losers
Wish I'd ****ing speak louder
So that people heard my voice in my defeat
I ain't really got no luck
With problems that I overcome
I been lacking serotonin
It's my fault, yeah, I'm so dumb
Yeah, I'm so dumb
And I go far far back
When lifе was nicer, tho
I'm so helpless, yеah, I know
Music makes me wanna grow