on my mind

I wanna figure it out
我想要弄清
It’s like there’s no way around this distance
就像我们之间的距离已经别无他法
But I would give up my life to fix this
但我愿献出生命弥补它
I let you down
我让你失望了
Woah
We ran out of time, at least, that’s what she told me
虽然时间不多，但至少，她也这么说了
I said it was fine, she said she needed the old me
我说这没事的，她说她怀念曾经的我
I’m losing my mind, yeah I just wish you would hold me
我正逐渐失去理智，我只希望你能抱住我
You know me
你了解我的
Yeah I just gotta say what’s on my mind
我必须把我脑中的想法说出
‘Cause all this time I’ve just been living for nothing
因为这些日子活着就像虚度
Yeah I been fighting for my life
我穷尽一生抗拒
Won’t take it back to yesterday
可昨天再也回不去了
But I can’t even see the end
但我甚至看不见结局
Can’t believe I’m breathing when
当你收回你说的所有话时
You took back everything you said
我实在无法置信
But now you’ve left me here for dead
现在你留我独自接受死亡
I never thought I’d get this feeling
从未想过能有这种感觉
I’m waking up so ****ing cold
醒来时该死的冰冷
I used to have a way of dealing
我曾知道这如何解决
I used to have some ground control
处事方法也是信手拈来
You told me you would always see me
你说你会一直看着我
You always asked if I was fine
你一直对我投出关心
So why’d you care if you’d just leave me
那你为什么要离开
How can I now be alright
我该怎么办
Yeah I just gotta say what’s on my mind
我必须把我脑中的想法说出
‘Cause all this time I’ve just been living for nothing
因为这些日子活着就像虚度
Yeah I been fighting for my life
我穷尽一生抗拒
Won’t take it back to yesterday
可昨天再也回不去了
But I can’t even see the end
但我甚至看不见结局
Can’t believe I’m breathing when
当你选择反悔一切时
You took back everything you said
我实在无法置信
But now you’ve left me here for dead
如今你留我独自接受死亡