dying alone in my room (prod. MURDFLEX)

Teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
泫然欲泣的她咏唱着消逝的感情
I feel ugly when I see myself no matter the day
无论哪天我都觉得镜中浑浑噩噩的我丑陋无比
I'ma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
我会竭尽全力做好音乐无论到底有多少报酬
If you in my path, I hit yo ass right outta my way
如果你横来截路，我会重重的把你打趴
I wish it wasn't like this
我希望事情不要发展成那样子
I wish it wasn't like this
求求了，千万不要是真的
I wish it wasn't like this
我希望我不是镜中那般丑陋的我
I wish it wasn't like this
我希望一切都能有所好转
My heart's so broken
我的心早已支离破碎
I wish there was a potion
是否能有良药
To help with my depression
去拯救早已痛苦不堪的我
That's drowning me like an ocean
你让如履薄冰的我沉入深海
Forget the notion, 'cause I retract that
忘掉吧，因为我无法挽回了
Now my sadness weighs me down
现在我的悲伤想千斤巨石压得我喘不过气
Like it's a backpack
就像背着一个好几吨的书包
I feel alone in my home, there's no way out
我在家里是那样孤独，已经没有办法挽回你了
I feel alone, so alone, there's no hope now
我是那样的孤独，渺茫的希望也不会再次降临到我身边
And I don't know where to go
我无从出路
I hate this town and if I can't get away
我想逃离这个小镇可我逃不掉
Then I might drown
只是别让我淹死在这感情的旋涡中
You don't need me, hide my feelings
你根本不需要我，而我也习惯了隐藏我那糟糕的情绪
Please don't leave me, I'll stop breathing
请你不要离开我，我会抑郁窒息的
Teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
泫然欲泣的她咏唱着消逝的感情
I feel ugly when I see myself no matter the day
无论哪天我都觉得镜中浑浑噩噩的我丑陋无比
I'ma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
我会竭尽全力做好音乐无论到底有多少报酬
If you in my path, I hit yo ass right outta my way
如果你横来截路，我会重重的把你打趴
I wish it wasn't like this
我希望事情不要发展成那样子
I wish it wasn't like this
我希望事情不要发展成那样子
I wish it wasn't like this
求你不要离开我
I wish it wasn't like this
留在我身边