Leave but Don't Go

I've been fighting with myself but I'm losing lately
我一直在自我苦苦挣扎，但终归于事无补
And you know that I've put my back against the door
既然我已经倚在门边了
Shut you out, don't wanna say the wrong things
还是求你出去吧，我没什么好说的了
I don't speak what's on my mind that much,
心口不一的我总是说错话
I know you hate that
这样的我你一定厌倦了吧
And when you try to pull the words from my mouth
你试图想从我嘴里听出真话
You know I hate those days when I wake and I mess
但我真的很讨厌乱七八糟一无是处的自己
Up my make-up 'cause I'm mad at things for no reason
就算努力振作依然毫无理由的厌倦着一切
Twist all your words,
曲解你的意思
Make it seem like the worst for the hell of it
违心的说我们只是玩玩
I'm sorry, but
真的很对不起
All I can say is, I'm complicated
但我也不知道自己怎么了
And you get what I'm like 'cause you're staying
在你面前的就是这样一个乱七八糟的我
Even though I don't know why I say it
即使我自己也不知道为何会说出这样伤人的话
Want you to leave, but don't go
希望你走开，但请别真的离开我
Want you to leave, but don't go, no, no no
希望你走开，但别真的离开我好吗
Want you to leave, but don't go
希望你走开，但答应我别真的离开
It can go a couple weeks
只要几周就好
From the day that I say I need space
给我一点自我整理的空间
And you know that we don't talk but you'll wait
这段冷静期请耐心的等待一下
'Cause you know that we gonna be okay (ooh)
你知道我们总会度过难关的对吧
When all I want is to be on my own,
让我一个人好好地想想
I know you're right there
我知道你会等在原地
On the flip side of my bedroom door
总会回到我身边的
You know I hate those days when I wake and I mess
我真的很讨厌乱七八糟一无是处的自己
Up my make-up 'cause I'm mad at things for no reason
就算努力振作依然毫无理由的厌倦着一切
Twist all your words,
曲解你的意思
Make it seem like the worst for the hell of it
违心的说我们只是玩玩
I'm sorry, but
真的很对不起
All I can say is, I'm complicated
但我也不知道自己怎么了
And you get what I'm like 'cause you're staying
在你面前的就是这样一个乱七八糟的我
Even though I don't know why I say it
即使我自己也不知道为何会说出这样伤人的话
Want you to leave, but don't go
希望你走开，但请别真的离开我
Want you to leave, but don't go, mm
希望你走开，但别真的离开我好吗
Want you to leave, but don't go
希望你走开，但答应我别真的离开
I hate those days when something's off with me
我很讨厌这段反常无比的日子
Don't know what's up with me
到底是哪里出了问题
All I can't say, but you guess and
我不能保证，但请你一定相信
You know I'm better than the days when I wake and I mess
我一定会好起来的
Up my make-up 'cause I'm mad at things for no reason
就算努力振作依然毫无理由厌倦一切的我
Twist all your words,
曲解你的意思
Make it seem like the worst for the hell of it
违心的说我们只是玩玩
I'm sorry, but
真的很对不起
All I can say is, I'm complicated
但我也不知道自己怎么了
And you get what I'm like 'cause you're staying
在你面前的我就是这样的乱七八糟
Even though I don't know why I say it
即使我自己也不知道为何会说出这样伤人的话
Want you to leave, but don't go
希望你走开，但请别真的离开我
(I hate those days when something's off with me)
（我很讨厌这段脱离轨道的日子）
(Don't know what's up with me, I can't say)
（到底是哪里出问题了呢）
Want you to leave, but don't go, no, no no
希望你走开，但请别真的离开我
Want you to leave, but don't go
希望你走开，但别真的离开我好吗