Mind Games

My brain playing mind games
大脑玩着智力游戏
Just stop I wanna escape
消停会儿吧，我想逃离
Sometimes, I think it's too late
有时，我感觉似乎已经太迟了
Too many problems I wanna deflate
有太多的麻烦想要解决
Same change on a different day
相同的变化发生在不同的每天
Out of touch with my faith
脱离了我的信仰
Can't recognize my face
变得不认识我自己
Still, I face decisions that I know I can't make
尽管如此，我还是面对那些苦难的抉择
It's something in my blood,
这是存在于血液的
cause every time I bleed it's blue
因为每次流血都是蓝色
And I haven't felt so well
我感觉很糟糕
but I'm not hiding from the truth
但我并未逃避事实
Just dive in,
只是沉溺
straight into the deep end
直至深渊
I don't have the reason to not find my meaning
我必须找到我存在的意义
I know
我明白
I can't, I just need an aspirin
我做不到，我需要阿司匹林
Truth is that I'm drowning
事实是我快溺水而亡
I cannot heal myself
我无法自愈
Broken, hurt but I'm open
支离破碎的心但依旧敞开心扉
My brain playing mind games
大脑玩着智力游戏
Happy thoughts, they don't feel the same
愉快的想法，变得不太一样
I hate going down, I try to refrain
我讨厌低迷的情绪，我试着克制
I get so lost, it's hard to explain
我迷失了，难以言表
I tried a million times, tried to read between the lines
无数次的尝试，试着读懂字里行间的意思
Can't wait till it's over,
不想等到结束
good luck staying sober
祝你保持清醒
Just dive in, straight into the deep end
就这样一头扎进去直至最深处
I don't have a reason to not find my meaning
我必须找到我存在的意义
I know
我明白
I can't, I just need an aspirin
我做不到，我需要阿司匹林
Truth is that I'm drowning
事实是我快溺水而亡
I cannot heal myself
我无法自愈
Broken, hurt but I'm open
支离破碎的心但依旧敞开心扉
(Broken hurt but I'm open)
（支离破碎的心但依旧敞开心扉）