Change Despair

Everything that i've done here into one in keeping with...
Some earned conviction, some stagnation,
Some change despair
Disappointment and odds
In a costume you can't take off
I leave it behind.
I know that this time i get in for free
Our latest rendition lame
Reincarnate, return the same
Still the best times are her now.
Now that I'm bored, now that
I'm numb Done,
I know this is wrong
Safe in that stance but incomplete
Leave it behind.
I know that this time i get in for free.
Some of it's habitual
Some of it's predictable sometimes the change is not enough
And in the lost empathy memories of better days