Searching For a Reason

Trust gets you killed, love gets you hurt
Being real gets you hated so tell me what it’s worth
信任你就会被你套路，爱你又会被你刺伤
I done seen these people change and try to twist up all my words
真心对你，你又讨厌，那我这么舔狗干嘛?
I been stuck inside a maze they say that means that I’m on earth
看着他们变得面目全非，还要用我的话搞出文字狱
If they wanna know my pain then they can read it in the verse
困在迷宫里，他们却说这才能证明我活在地球里
If they praying on my name, it better be inside a church in
要是他们真想知道我的痛，就去好好读读我的诗句
Don’t need diamonds, don’t need chains, I ain’t slave to all these perks
要是他们真想求老子，最好都给老子去教堂好好拜
I ain’t perfect but it I’m working God
钻石华贵，项链精美，我从来不为这些身外之物折腰
I swear that I’m still searching for a reason
为人不十全十美，但我做事确实匠心独具
Now I’m drowning like I’m diving off the deep end
承认我仍在追寻那些因果报应
Underwater don’t nobody hear me screaming
如同跌入深渊般潜泳着
I’m surrounded by these money hungry demons
水下没有人能听到我的疾呼啊
I’m surrounded, so many fakes I stopped counting
我周围都是些铜臭缠身的守财奴
No gravity but I’m still grounded
我周围的假冒伪劣数不胜数
They can’t see ’cause their vision is clouded
没有引力，我却无法振翅而起
Man I feel like I’m walking up mountains
他们目光短浅，因为视线被乌云笼罩
My hearts broke but yes it’s still pounding
我真是感觉举步维艰，就像上坡
Lost my soul and then went and found it
心虽然遍体凌伤，却不放弃每一次跳动
I hope heaven ain’t full or crowded
即使暂时失了灵魂，我也会全力以赴去寻回它
Hell ain’t worth it, I’ll scream and shout it
天堂里的善人不多不少
Don’t make these people your idols
我虽然罪不至于下地狱，但我还是会疾呼
Forget ’bout all of the followers, Jesus had 12 disciples
不要让那些罪人成为你内心的崇拜
If they tell you it’s fake it’s ’cause they ain’t fought for survival
也不要去人云亦云，毕竟真正的好货没几个(耶稣也就12门徒)
And when their facing the judge they still put their hand on the Bible
如果他们说真理皆笑话，那就是因为他们只是苟且偷生
Got my faith like a gun and I let it off like a rifle
就算面对法官他们也摘不下他们虚伪的面孔
I’ll keep speaking the truth and I do not care if it’s viral
拿起我如枪般的意志，我要它上膛装弹
I ain’t changing for nothing or getting trapped in your cycle
我要将真相公开，也不管是否有人能看见
‘Cause I know failure ain’t fatal and that success isn’t final
我才不会丢掉初心，也不会和你们同流合污
I got love for my enemies, you can check all my vitals
即使失败，也还能东山再起；就算成功，笑不到最后也是一场空
All the negative energy is a downwarding spiral
即使是敌人我也保有博爱，不信你就试试看
You can cancel me, laugh at me, call me out of my title
所有负能量只会让处境火上浇油
It won’t break me or shake me
你大可试试否定我，嘲笑我，或者谩骂我
No I will not show weakness
这些都没办法伤我分毫的
Is this real life or am I dreaming?
我怎么可能会暴露我的脆弱，笑死了
Why are these times so misleading?
我活在真实世界里，还是梦在混沌里?
I don’t see God but believe him
为什么这些时代如此混沌，群龙无首?
And I don’t need fame, you can keep it
我从未见过上帝但我忠于他啊
Trust gets you killed, love gets you hurt
名声早就被我置之度外，你要你就拿走吧
Being real gets you hated so tell me what it’s worth
信任你就会被套路，爱你又会被伤害
I done seen these people change and try to twist up all my words
真实坦荡还要被你讨厌，我那么卑微干什么?
I been stuck inside a maze they say that means that I’m on earth
看着这些人变得面目全非，最后还要断章取义给我一场文字狱
If you walked inside my shoes you wouldn’t last a day
卡在人情世故的迷宫里，他们却说这样才是正常的生活
I ain’t got nothing lose by having some faith
你要是处于我这般困境，也不见得能过得多好
I ain’t got nothing prove to people who hate
因为心存信念，所以无所顾忌
So what I’m finna do is say it again
我也没必要向那些讨厌我的人证明自己
Ey
所以，我要做的事情就是像个复读机一样逼逼赖赖
Trust gets you killed, love gets you hurt
欸
Being real gets you hated so tell me what it’s worth
信任你就会被你收人头，爱你又会被你弄伤
I done seen these people change and try to twist up all my words
真诚坦率吧，还要被你讨厌，我可不想这么卑微
I been stuck inside a maze they say that means that I’m on earth
我看着这些人丢了初心，还要对我的话断章取义
If they wanna know my pain then they can read it in the verse
卡在人世间的迷宫里，他们却说这才是生活
If they praying on my name, it better be inside a church in
他们真想知道我的痛，就该好好读读我的诗句
Don’t need diamonds, don’t need chains, I ain’t slave to all these perks
他们要是真求老子办事，就去教堂好好求
I ain’t perfect but it I’m working God
钻石闪亮，项链华贵，身外之物不至于让我折腰
I swear that I’m still searching for a reason
为人不十全十美，但我做事独具匠心
Now I’m drowning like I’m diving off the deep end
承认自己一直在追寻着循环因果
Underwater don’t nobody hear me screaming
如同跌入深渊般深潜
I’m surrounded by these money hungry demons
水下无人能听到我的疾呼
Dear God
我周围都是些为钱卖命的守财奴
Protect us from anything that wasn’t sent by you
亲爱的上帝!