feelings are fatal

I'm happy for you
开心是因为你
I'm smiling for you
欢笑是因为你
I'd do anything for you for you
愿意倾尽所有也只为你
It's always for you and never for me
从未真正想过自己
And I need it to stop so let me tell you please
现在决定放下了多希望你可以听到我一直以来的心声
I'm always sad and I'm always lonely
心里藏着你的这段时间我只感到难过孤寂
But I can't tell you that I'm breaking slowly
但你却不知道对一个人的爱总会逐渐消失殆尽啊
Closed doors,locked in ,no keys
一直以来紧闭心门
Keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease
千愁万绪全都埋在心里是多么地难你又何曾了解
I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up but
真的坚持不下去了 是想洒脱地敞开心扉
My feelings are fatal
但内心早已支离破碎
My feelings are fatal
不堪一击了
How many times must I keep it inside
隐忍不言日复一日
I need to let go and I swear that I've tried
多次试过放手又总是自讨苦吃
But opening up means trusting others
但向他人袒露又需要彼此的信任
And that's just too much I don't want to bother
那对我来说太复杂了还是不去麻烦别人作罢
So I keep it inside and bury it deep
好吧又只能一如既往地深藏心底
I know it's not healthy but you won't hear a peep
我当然清楚这样没有好处但对你而言你再也不用受到我的打扰了
Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely
纵使我再伤心再寂寞
I could never tell you that I'm breaking slowly
你也永远不用知晓
Closed doors,locked in,no keys
既然决定关了门上了锁也不需要钥匙去开了
Keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease
逃避了这么久再难也习惯了
I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up but
不想继续也不奢求谁去倾诉
My feelings are fatal
因为对你的这份感情
My feelings are fatal
真的让我觉得好辛苦
My feelings are fatal
累得仿佛要窒息了