Lead Existence

I know I
我知道我
Live a life that won't change
过着一成不变的生活
For some time
已经有一段时间了
I've felt, well, quite strange
我有种奇怪的感觉
I haven't cried for a year
我已经一年没流过泪了
I don't prize myself for my ill health
我不会为了我糟糕的身体状况而自我嘉奖
That starts to loom
线索开始埋下
An empty room
一间空的房间
Is now my doom
是我的命中注定
My past has gone
我的过去已经逝去
Well I know this was not what I wanted
我知道这不是我所想要的
My head was clear not in fear of habit
我的头脑变得清醒不再惧怕习惯
And guilt never took control
内疚感从没占据上风
Well I lost a soul to my blues
我的灵魂迷失在了忧郁里
A long time ago
在很久很久之前
A long time ago
在很久很久之前