you left me heartless (prod. by CXLD BLXXD)

Girl I died you just left in cold blood
我死后你只是冷血地离开
I’ve given you everything I guess it just wasn't enough
做了那么多我猜大概还是不够吧
I promise that I'm changing
我承认我在改正
I blew my brains in
我的脑子开始不清醒了
I dont wanna live i just wish my lungs would cave in
我不想活着了，我只希望我的身体能够屈服
Baby look into my eyes
宝贝，看着我的眼睛
Tell me if I'm dead or tell me if I am alive
告诉我我是生是死
Tried to change myself but my heart is full of lies
内心充满谎言又怎么去改变自己
I just wanna lay here with you right next to my side
我只想和你一起躺下在这
Don't let go of everything and please don't let me die
请别轻易放手也别让我心死
And I don't want you to go
我不想让你走
Find a way back home
请找到来我这的路
I'll leave here on my own
我会在这里等你
Get your hands up off my throat
也请你把你的手从我脖子上拿开
And I know that every ******* word you said
你说的话
Repeats inside of my head
我念念不忘
I swear im such a mess baby please dont comeback
天哪我真是一团糟，宝贝请别回心转意
Even if you miss me i dont want to make it back
就算你还爱着我，我也不想再次爱上你
Feeling so alone i got to smile like im alright
孤独中我笑着好像我无所谓
I said i'll be okay but i still miss you so bad
我说我还好但我还深深的念着你
You can see the smile on my face, hey
是否窥见我脸上的笑？
Try to hide this loneliness, hey
那是我想去隐藏的孤寂啊
How could i be so senseless, hey
为何我如此麻木？
Baby you leave me heartless yeah
你的走使我心伤悲
With my faith in your hands dont let me die in this place
我的希望在你的手中，请不要让我在今晚心死
And I know that every ******* word you said
你说的话
Repeats inside of my head
我念念不忘
She tryna hang with me now
她想和我一起出去了
Cuddle and party all week
想和我一起当派对动物
She wanna chill off the loud
她想冷静一点
I say it's ok to me
我说我一点就燃
I have more time for you now
我和你的时间充裕
You said that's all that you need
你说那足够了
I'm takin you to the clouds
我会带你直上云霄
When I sleep in the night I see you in my dreams
在梦里我看见你的身姿
I got the plans for the night
今晚我有计划了
Grab my hand and follow me
握紧我的手，跟着我
In the darkness you're my light
在黑暗中你点上一盏明灯
When I look in your eyes I ain't got no worries
你的明眸让我无忧无虑
Pick up the phone right now
请接电话吧
Don't you care about me ?
你是否还在意我？
And I don't want you to go
我不想让你走
Find a way back home
请找寻回来的路
I'll leave here on my own
我会在这一直一直等你
Get your hands up off my throat
也请你把手从我的喉咙上拿开
And I know that every ******* word you said
你说的话
Repeats inside of my head
念念不忘