blurred around the edges

I know just where to cut, I never really was
我知道从哪下手 但我从未是
One to refrain from drawing blood
一位想要避免伤害之人
Typically my own, in ways that don't quite show
通常我自己 以不太明显的方式
Surrounded by love, yet alone
被爱所包围 但却又孤独
I'm afraid, that all I am is fake
我害怕着 我的一切都是虚假
Pretending I'm not out of place or burning with self-hate
假装我不是不合适 不是自怨自艾
Forever missing yesterday but can never stay
永远思念昨天却永远不能停留
Present, drift away
现在 只能离开
Allow myself to rust, my heart collecting dust
让自己老去 自己的心满是灰尘
My mind keeps repeating "you're not enough"
脑子不断重复着“你远远不够”
It has me by the throat, a death grip stranglehold
它扼住我的喉咙 扼杀了我的生命
I fear it's the last thing I'll know
恐怕这是我知道的最后一件事
I'm afraid, that all I am is fake
我害怕着 我的一切都是虚假
Pretending I'm not out of place or burning with self-hate
假装我不是不合适 不是自怨自艾
Forever missing yesterday but can never stay
永远思念昨天却永远不能停留
Present, drift away
现在 只能离开
Is there a hole inside my brain
是否我脑中有洞呢
Pulling every thought into a negative space?
把想法都拉进消极空间
A gravity I can't escape
重力我无法逃避
Weighted my head to a pillow for days
它把我头压在枕头上
But I still won't say
但我依旧不会说出
I'm afraid, that all I am is fake
我害怕着 我的一切都是虚假
Pretending I'm not out of place or burning with self-hate
假装我不是不合适 不是自怨自艾
Forever missing yesterday but can never stay
永远思念昨天却永远不能停留
Present, drift away
现在 只能离开
I'm afraid, that all I am is fake
我害怕着 我的一切都是虚假
Pretending I'm not out of place or burning with self-hate
假装我不是不合适 不是自怨自艾
Forever missing yesterday but can never stay
永远思念昨天却永远不能停留
Present, drift away
现在 只能去往明天