When it Rains

Pull me on the edge of my seat, ripped jeans
I been up for ****ing days, I can't sleep, can't eat
I been praying for some kind of relief, I'm weak
I been pacing all around my feet, so beat
If I fall asleep then wake me up
Memories of you and me are getting lost from all the drugs
If I promise you to **** it up
Put me in my dreams, you my little manic queen, yeah
You're mine, you know you the one I'm on for sure
This time, I'ma be the one you love
Why you doubt me, why you pouting
What's the problem, I don't copy, I feel nothing more
Why you drown me, why you stop it
Where you been, it's been a minute, I don't get it
Where you at, where you been now
I seen shit I never washed out
I can't help what's in my brain now
Only happy when the rains out
Yeah I got problems, I'm running from
And I can't solve it, I can't discuss it
All I know is what I wanted, what I need
But I got nothing, as a youngin' I been troubled
Fighting demons, dreaming humble
No umbrella, let it rain now
It's like it never ends, get in the brain now
I don't see no one dancing
From the amnesia, switched off
Don't ever trust any
These cold nights fade away
Dirty nights for the rain
Might slip just to fall down
And I hiss and I call out
Where was you when I needed you
Bulletproof, still I'm bleeding through
I can never find the answer
Cause you would never even answer
You always left me in a panic
And I could never understand you
So you on you, what's the mood you choose
Could've had it if you wanted to
Now it's raining and I'm drowning ooh
Life changed when I found you
Know it's crazy how I'm signed in
Tears falling make a mountain
Eyes pouring like a fountain
Where you at, where you been now
I seen shit I never washed out
I can't help what's in my brain now
Only happy when the rains out
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah