Tobacco In My Sheets
Lauren Aquilina
Tobacco In My Sheets 歌词
There's tobacco in my sheets
我的床单上还留有烟草
I know you won’t be proud
我知道你不会觉得骄傲
You always taught me not to be the kind of woman that I seem to be becoming now
我现在似乎成为了你总是教导我不要成为的那种女人
There's an empty bag of something
空空如也的包包还装有一些东西
On the table by my bed
就放在我床边的桌子上
Yeah I know you wouldn't like it
我知道你不会喜欢这些
But it's the only thing that gets him out my head
但这是唯一能帮我把他从我的脑海里赶出的方法
Oh mama, I hope you understand
妈妈,我希望你能理解我
Cause when daddy broke your heart I held your hand
因为当爸爸伤了你的心时,是我牵着你的手
I'm not a smoker or a drinker, just a crazy over thinker
我不抽烟也不喝酒,只是一个想太多而把自己逼疯的人
And I need a little medicine
并且我还需要一点药
I hope your broken heart it understands
我希望你那颗破碎的心也能理解我
There’s someone that I hardly know
有个我几乎不认识的人
Knocking at my door
在敲着我的门
He’s a pretty good distraction but he’s not even a fraction of the one before
他是用来分散我注意力的好选择,但是他不及他的万分之一
And if I’m being honest
如果要让我实话实说
I’m starting to scare myself
我已经开始害怕自己了
Know I hate to disappoint you
你知道,我讨厌让你感到失望
But if I can’t tell you I can’t tell nobody else
但是除了你,我没有任何可以倾诉的人
Oh mama, I hope you understand
妈妈,我希望你能理解
Cause I watched you hiding tears when daddy ran
因为当爸爸离开时,我看到你在偷偷哭泣
I'm not a smoker or a drinker just a crazy over thinker
我不抽烟也不喝酒,只是一个想太多而把自己逼疯的人
And I need a little medicine
我还需要一点药
I hope your broken heart it understands
我希望即使你的心破碎了,也能理解我
I swear I’m sorry if I’m letting you down
我发誓,如果我让你感到失望,我很抱歉
Did you ever feel how I’m feeling now?
你能感觉到我如今的感受吗?
And can you tell me how you found a way out?
你能告诉我,如何才能找到一条出去的路吗?
Can you be my *******?
你能拯救我吗?
Cause god I tried everything else
我尝试了所有办法都无法得到解脱
Oh mama, I just don’t understand
妈妈,我不知道
How you still raised up my brother to a man
你是如何独自一人将我哥哥抚养长大
Were you a smoker or a drinker
你是否也曾抽烟喝酒
Or a crazy over thinker?
你是否也曾想太多而把自己逼疯
Did you need a little medicine?
你是否也曾需要一些药
I hope your broken heart it understands
我希望你也能理解我破碎的心