What I Want To Be

编曲：Eibyondatrack
录音&后期：杨秋儒
封面：LuuuX
【hook】
（Supax）
i dont love u babe
i dont need u babe
i can do anything without u i dont care u any more
there will be a tragedy
consider my life a comedy
i can do anything without u i dont care u any more
that's not what i want to be
to see do anything
do i need thing？
that's not what i want to be
babe wanna crack me still love dat whine
and i got it babe
【V1】
(Supax)
当初信誓旦旦的承诺把你当作生活轴心
可我差的太多
太多感觉变成枷锁
泪水布满眼眶的样子在我脑中记忆犹新
一起走过的巷子怎么还是忽然出现在我的梦里
这我 亲手种的果
再回味 都被你上了锁
我们就像无限靠近的平行线
没有相交就被按下回车键
以为逃出千里之外 却陷入了混沌中
我还清了风流债 也知道不过是无用功
ei我受够了活在这份痛里
想要做那只不顾一切的鹰
也不想对付过去只为修复被我伤害的心
回忆却让我赎罪 悲伤体会
蛮不讲理的占据了理性
满身的狼狈感觉不到疲惫哪怕心里再也没有我的席位
曾与你妙语连篇
曾与你说笑谈天
我与你不再像以前 聊天都只剩下了寒暄
你对我放下期盼
你对我停止依赖
你被我伤穿了心脏 对感情都开始忌惮
【hook】
（Supax/Ree)
i dont love u babe
i dont need u babe
i can do anything without u i dont care u any more
there will be a tragedy
consider my life a comedy
i can do anything without u i dont care u any more
that's not what i want to be
to see do anything
do i need thing？
that's not what i want to be
babe wanna crack me still love dat whine
and i got it babe
【V2】
（Ree)
I been thinking about you dreaming about you past block my view
内疚对你有所保留 感觉到带时间无法倒流
but the lie in my mouth were came out
感到十分迫切想要和你对调
压力从大脑转移到了肺泡
No more happy when I’m on the fifth floor
I don’t know how to do
或许平淡我才觉得舒服
泥泞里找出路
又怕感性去谋杀了糊涂
So please forgive me 最后让你受委屈
时间成强烈对比 是怪我自私又为己
Maybe when I with you you are fed up
I can’t stand it pick that ******* line up
Put my head down get my minds drown
Girl I understand now you’ll always been my best part
指责我太有顾虑太多顾忌太多期盼放在比如没到来的暑期
可下雨天看不到目的地 每次你也不是故意
还有人考验出题让彼此都努力在泥潭里反复赌气
我明白你不是故意才甘愿服役做你的专属苦力
I know how I lie
I know we all try
Your words like a hammer
But you should be my shelter
This not my pleasure broke up be better
Leave me alone and this is my letter
【hook】
(Supax/Ree)
i dont love u babe
i dont need u babe
i can do anything without u i dont care u any more
there will be a tragedy
consider my life a comedy
i can do anything without u i dont care u any more
that's not what i want to be
to see do anything
do i need thing？
that's not what i want to be
babe wanna crack me still love dat whine
and i got it babe