Dirty Blue

Simpler days
更单纯的活着
Singing away, I would sit with a phrase
唱歌时总能在歌词中找到共鸣
Back then it was just a symbol a day
以前这只是每天的我活着的标志
Now there’s so many I just sign 'em away man
现在我放弃了寻找那些共鸣
Is it permission that I need for myself
我要的是许可吗？
To be clear like the shelf that I needed
许可自己在酒中
Full of potions
寻找自我吗？
Mission to be free from myself
想要解脱自己的束缚
I can’t breathe till I’m drowning, I know that it’s some bullshit
仿佛沉入海底 无法呼吸 但我知道这都是矫情
I just need a sign, make it clear and bright
只想要一个清晰的信号
Free me from this tide, I can’t trust my mind
来让我得到解脱 我无法信任我的情绪
I can barely hear myself
快要听不见自己内心深处的
Calling
呼救声
I can barely hear myself
快要听不见内心的声音
I miss the days when everything was okay
怀念以前美好的日子
Instead of feeling insane, my mind was clear as the rain
怀念不会抓狂的自己 怀念自己雨水般清澈的心
Not dirty blue like the ocean
不像脏蓝色的大海一样
Like I’m drowning in slow motion
仿佛自己困在了慢放的世界
Now every day I always get in my way
现在的每一天 我成为了自己的绊脚石
Negative thoughts in my brain
脑海里充满了负面情绪
Got me trying to escape
好想从那些情绪中逃离
Been always reaching for potions
因此不断酗酒
Trying to control my emotions
借酒消愁
Dirty blue, yeah
脏蓝色, yeah
I’ve seen clearer days
我见过清澈的天空
But I felt the clearest after a cloudy one
而乌云过后的天更为无暇
I’ve made mistakes, a lot of ‘em
我犯过很多的错
Found myself in the rain
站在雨中
My reflection in the gutter, dirty blue puddles
看着自己在脏蓝色水坑中的倒影
Seventy-two dollars to my name
自己只剩七十二块钱
Buy a cake for my brothers
给我的兄弟们买个蛋糕
Take a break get a bottle- champagne
买瓶香槟
Put my card put it all on, think about it tomorrow
钱全算我账上 明天再去担忧
I got so much going on
仿佛有那么多事等着我去做
At the same time nothing at all
又好像什么事都没有
Imma pick this up, I ain’t waiting on a call
不再犹豫 立刻行动
I miss the days when everything was okay
怀念以前美好的日子
Instead of feeling insane, my mind was clear as the rain
怀念不会抓狂的自己 怀念自己雨水般清澈的心
Not dirty blue like the ocean
不像脏蓝色的大海一样
Like I’m drowning in slow motion
仿佛自己困在了慢放的世界
Now every day I always get in my way
现在的每一天 我成为了自己的绊脚石
Negative thoughts in my brain
脑海里充满了负面情绪
Got me trying to escape
好想从那些情绪中逃离
Been always reaching for potions
因此不断酗酒
Trying to control my emotions
借酒消愁
Dirty blue, yeah
脏蓝色, yeah.