deaded

Who am I to judge
Baby, yeah I know
I was freaking out
When you called my phone
I have nowhere to go
I smoke lots of dope
****ed up everything
It's so hard to take it slow
I cannot take your lies
I'm so damn hypnotized
And you're so beautiful
But I spark blunts to the skies
Baby you know
We can do drugs in the skylights
I don't know
Lil Shawty, could you tell me where to go
I don't know if I can make it without you
If you love me then just tell me that you do
Sick of feeling blue
There's nothing left of me
I think of it frequently
Baby, if you don't hate me
Why couldn't you just believe in me
You just came out of nowhere
And stole my heart, that shit's thievery
And you stayed for a while
I wonder what you could see in me
I wonder what you could see in me
I still wonder why you're leaving me
And I just wish we were meant to be
But I'll just fade in your memories
I just wanted something real
Instead you gave me a fantasy
And there's nothing in that pill
I'll smoke my way back to sanity
Not someone you want
I just fed into your vanity
Just something to flaunt
Guess it's a tragic reality
Who am I to judge
Baby, yeah I know
I was freaking out
When you called my phone
I have nowhere to go
I smoke lots of dope
****ed up everything
It's so hard to take it slow
I cannot take your lies
I'm so damn hypnotized
And you're so beautiful
But I spark blunts to the skies
Baby you know
We can do drugs in the skylights