sicker

I don't wanna get drunk, I don't wanna sleep
I just wanna lie down in bed right next to me
And tell myself it's okay, not to always run away
Tell myself it's okay
I don't gotta be numb, when I wanna speak
I could let my feelings out without the need
To always want a harder way
Let me know that there's no shame
That there's no shame
Magazines, social media, liquor
All the drugs and the games make us sicker
Too much time spent staring in the mirror
I wanna be what you want
I wanna not give a ****
I wish I could show me love
I'm gonna pull me closer
I wanna win me over
I don't wanna need someone
To validate what I've done
I wish I could love me like them
I'm gonna pull me closer
I wanna win you over
Learning to ignore me, when it gets hard
When I fall down, wanna fall into my arms
Catch myself before I break and wrap me in a warm embrace
Wrap me in a warm embrace
Getting all dressed up to stare myself down
Biting my tongue so the words won't come out
Wish I could be nicer 'cause I don't wanna fight her
I don't wanna fight her
Magazines, social media, liquor
All the drugs and the games make us sicker
Too much time spent staring in the mirror
I wanna be what you want
I wanna not give a ****
I wish I could show me love
I'm gonna pull me closer
I wanna win you over
I don't wanna need someone
To validate what I've done
I wish I could love me like them
I'm gonna pull me closer
I wanna win you over
(I wanna win)
(I wanna win you over)
(I wanna be what you want)
I wanna be what you want (I wanna be what you want)
I wanna not give a **** (I wanna not give a ****)
I wish I could show me love (I wish I could)
I'm gonna pull me closer
I wanna win you over
I don't wanna need someone
To validate what I've done
I wish I could love me like them
I'm gonna pull me closer
I wanna win you over