I'm Alive

In the night I sit alone
夜晚独坐
Lifeless to the world I know
四周死寂
Faith loss long ago
信念早已消散
In this graveyard I'm calling home
我转而以墓为家
Carved into the stone
我想把文字刻入墓石
A diary of broken bones and
记录我残破不堪的样子
Words I should've known
刻下我早该听见的话语
But this grave's too deep to ever make it up
墓埋的太深, 我根本做不到
I'd do anything, anything
我竭力尝试, 用尽千方百计
Just to feel like I could reach the ground
仅仅伸手够到地面也如此困难
I'd do anything, anything now
我拼尽全力
To spread these wings somehow
想要展开羽翼
I scream these words so loud
我竭力叫喊
But they never make a sound
却没有丝毫声音
I'm alive
但我明明还活着
But I'm barely breathing now
只是痛苦的无法吸入一丝空气
So place my heart under the ground
那为什么还不埋没我的心
Lay me down
让我在墓里安眠
I'm alive
我真的还活着
But I'm barely breathing now
只是痛苦的无法呼出一丝空气
So drag my lungs into the ground
那为什么还不淹没我的肺
Lay me down
让我安眠
In the night I sit alone
夜晚独坐
The stars rain on the world below
星光点点 洒向大地
Beg me to explode
周围的寂静让我快要裂开
But these dreams I keep are nowhere to be found
珍藏在心中的梦想已无迹可寻
I'd do anything, anything just to stop
我能做的只是拼命抵抗
This weight from pressing down
抵抗这死死压住我的重量
I'd do anything anything now
我拼尽全力
To spread these wings somehow
试图展开羽翼
I scream these words so loud
我竭力叫喊
But they never make a sound
却没有丝毫声音
I'm alive
但我明明还活着啊？！
But I’m barely breathing now
只是痛苦的无法吸入一丝空气
So place my heart under the ground
那为什么还不埋没我的心
Lay me down
让我在墓里安眠
I'm alive
我真的还活着
But I’m barely breathing now
只是痛苦的无法呼出一丝空气
So drag my lungs into the ground
那为什么还不淹没我的肺
Lay me down
让我安眠
Deep enough so that I'll never feel again
虽然被埋的很深 但我再也感觉不到痛苦
Far beneath any chance at breaking skin
这深度早已让我遍体鳞伤
I'm giving in
对不起 我无法再坚持了
All the promise of smiles and happiness
世间的灿烂笑容与幸福美满
That's a dream I'm not willing to admit
是我永远无法企及的梦想
I'm not ready yet
我还没准备好
To face regret
面对我的懊悔
No I'm not ready yet
我不敢面对
I'm not ready yet
我无法面对
No..
无法...
No..
面对...
No..
...
I'd do anything now
我拼尽全力
So spread these wings somehow
想要展开羽翼
I scream these words so loud
我竭力叫喊
But they never make a sound
却没有丝毫声音
I'm alive
但我明明还活着啊？！
But I’m barely breathing now
只是痛苦的无法吸入一丝空气
So place my heart under the ground
那为什么还不埋没我的心
Lay me down
让我安息
I'm alive
我真的还活着
But I'm barely breathing now
只是痛苦的无法呼出一丝空气
Tread my lungs into the ground
那为什么还不踏碎我的肺
Lay me down
为什么还要让我死死撑着