Trust

I set a fire on the stove
在火炉里点燃柴火
And fed it every word I wrote
把我写的东西都丢进去
I watched my journals turn to smoke
眼睁睁看着我的日记化为烟烬
Now all there is is what I spoke
现在留下的 只有我的口边的无形文字
I decided long ago
我早就下定决心
To make the most of what I know
要尽量把事情悟透
And worry not of what I don’t
真想不通的就不去管它
Perfect the art of letting go
放下是多么舒服的事儿
Cause if I trust in something else
如果我有了某种信仰
Then I don’t need to trust myself
或许就不用再相信自己
I’ve learned a lot since I began
现在我知道的东西很多
But I think I was wiser then
可是却没了最初那股聪明劲儿
I’ve done too much and not enough
我尝试过很多次 但还是做不到
In trying to put you above
我不能把你当作我的信仰
I cannot tell if I’m in love
我不知道我是否爱你
Or whose regard I’m thinking of
也不明白我在讨谁的注意
If beauty is the only way
如果只有美好
To make the nightmares go away
才能驱散梦魇
I’ll plant a garden in your brain
那我会在你的脑海里建座花园
And let the roots absorb the pain
让那新生的植根吸走你的痛楚
I set a fire to my soul
我引燃灵魂
I hope it ate til it was full
只为填补心中的缺洞
I set a fire to my soul
我引燃灵魂
It burned me and it made me whole
烧痛自己 让身心成熟