This Letter I Write

I was your lover boy.
我曾是你的最爱
You found another boy.
后来你奔向了他
How could you ruin my life?
你怎能毁掉我的生活？
Told me forever.
曾说过永远
We’d face it together.
无论如何都一起面对
But now it just feels like a lie.
现在听起来就像个谎言
I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong.
我想要往前走，但是这感觉越来越强烈
If you’re reading this letter I write.
如果你正巧看到封信
I just sit in my room with the memories of you,
我正坐在房间里，回忆关于你的记忆
while the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights, yeah.
月光洒进房间，我熄了所有灯
Swiping through texts, I been looking for answers that don’t even exist.
翻遍万卷，寻找不存在的答案
Man, this shit is depressing, I ain’t learned my lesson.
这令人沮丧，可我没吸取教训
A fairy tale love, something I’ll never get.
我永远得不到童话般的爱情
When you said it was over, a feeling came over me. (A feeling came over me)
当你说出分手，我有种感觉
And it hasn’t left since
从那之后一直环绕着我的感觉
I fell too deep in your love,
我在你的爱里陷的太深
I been crawling my way back to freedom and finding my sense.
我一直在艰难地找回自由，找到理智
Oh yeah and I hate you.
哦，是的，我恨透你了
All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow.
你总说我不够成熟
I guess it’s a phase too.
我想这也是个过程
What you going through may be the reason you needed to go.
这一路所经历可能就是你离开的原因
All of my life I been looking for someone who love me for me and you fitted the role.
我这辈子都在寻找一个爱我的人，我曾以为你就是了
Now I’m just sitting here, picking up pieces of what used to be.
我现在只能坐着，拾起回忆的碎块
And I feel so alone.
我好孤独
Now I finally know,
我终于明白了
I was your lover boy.
我曾是你的最爱
You found another boy.
后来你奔向了他
How could you ruin my life?
你怎能毁掉我的生活？
Told me forever.
曾说过永远
We’d face it together.
无论如何一起面对
But now it just feels like a lie.
现在听起来就像个谎言
I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong.
我想要往前走，但是这感觉越来越强烈
If you’re reading this letter I write.
如果你正巧看到这封信
I just sit in my room with the memories of you,
我正坐在房间里，回忆关于你的记忆
while the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights, yeah.
月光洒进房间，我熄了所有灯
I’m in denial.
我不愿接受现实
I know that it’s me.
我知道我
The one that you thinking about when you kiss him.
是你吻他时想到的那个
You secretly missing those dreams that we had about.
你暗地错过了我们所做的那些梦
Walking the aisle, nah.
走在过道
When you wanna talk, who you dial?
当你想倾诉，你会拨通哪个电话？
Whenever you see me, I hope you can tell that I can’t even smile cuz of how much I hate you.
当再见我，希望你没忘了我
All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow.
我再也不笑了，我恨透你了
I guess it’s a phase too.
我想这也是个过程
What you going through may be the reason you needed to go.
这一路所经历可能就是你离开的原因
All of my life I been looking for someone who love me for me and you fitted the role.
我这辈子都在寻找一个爱我的人，我曾以为你就是了
Now I’m just sitting here, picking up pieces of what used to be.
我现在只能坐着，拾起回忆的碎块
And I feel so alone.
我好孤独
Now I finally know,
我终于明白了
I was your lover boy.
我曾是你的最爱
You found another boy.
后来你奔向了他
How could you ruin my life?
你只能毁掉我的生活？
Told me forever.
曾说过永远
We’d face it together.
无论如何一起面对
But now it just feels like a lie.
现在听起来就像个谎言
I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong.
我想要往前走，但是这感觉越来越强烈
If you’re reading this letter I write.
如果你正巧看到这封信
I just sit in my room with the memories of you,
我正坐在房间里，回忆关于你的记忆
while the moonlight shines in and I –
当月光洒进房间-
Now that you’re gone!
既然你走了！
I keep on checking my phone and I’m hoping you texted me back.
我总看着手机，盼着你回复我的短信
(Now that you’re gone) Ever since we broke up, everything that’s around me keep falling,
（既然你走了）自从分手后，周围的一切都在变坏
I just wanna put it all back.
我只想回到没你以前
(Now that you’re gone) I been stuck in a dark place and the thought of your face is the only thing bringing me back.
（既然你走了）我被困在黑暗，只有想到了你的脸，能把我拉回现实
But I know the end to this story you left and you’re not coming back!
我知道故事画上了句号，你再也回不来了！
You’re not coming ba –!
你不会回来了！
So baby I hate you.
我恨你
All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow.
你总说我不够成熟
I guess it’s a phase too.
我想这也是个过程
What you going through may be the reason you needed to go.
这一路所经历可能就是你离开的原因
All of those moments we shared I thought you were the one I could trust.
我们分享着一切，我以为我可以完全信任你
It wasn’t so.
可惜并不是这样
I gotta find me a way to move on.
我想逃离出去
So I’m taking our love and I’m letting it go.
忘了我们的爱，我要放手了
Cuz I finally know,
我终于明白
I was your lover boy.
我曾是你的最爱
You found another boy.
后来你奔向了他
How could you ruin my life?
你毁了我的生活
Told me forever.
曾说过永远
We’d face it together.
无论如何一起面对
But now it just feels like a lie.
其实是你的谎言
I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong.
我想要往前走，但是这感觉越来越强烈
If you’re reading this letter I write.
如果你正巧看到这封信
I just sit in this room with the memories of you,
我正坐在房间，回忆关于你的记忆
while the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights, yeah.
月光洒进房间，我熄了所有灯
I was your lover boy.
我曾是你的最爱
You found another boy.
后来你奔向了他
How could you ruin my life?
你毁了我的生活
Told me forever.
曾说过永远
We’d face it together.
无论如何一起面对
But now it just feels like a lie.
其实是你的谎言
I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong.
我想要往前走，但是这感觉越来越强烈
If you’re reading this letter I write.
如果你正巧看到这封信
I just sit in my room with the memories of you,
我正坐在房间，回忆关于你的记忆
while the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights, yeah.
月光洒进房间，我熄了所有灯
Now that you’re gone…
既然你走了...