The Man

No I don't wanna hate you
不,我不想恨你
Just wish you'd never gone for the man
只是希望你离开了那个男人
And waited two weeks at least
我至少等了两周
Before you let him take you
在他带走你之后
I stayed true
我就知道事实了
I kind of knew you liked the dude
你喜欢这个家伙
From private school
从上学时
He's waiting for the time to move
他就开始等待着时机
I knew he had his eyes on you
我知道他关注着你
He's not the right guy for you
他不是最适合你的人
Don't hate me cos I write the truth
不要因为我写下真相就恨我
No I would never lie to you
不,我永远不会对你说谎
But it was never fine to lose you
但我也不想失去你
And what a way to find out
如果这一切
It never came from my mouth
不是出自我口该多好
You never changed your mind
你不会改变你的想法
But you were just afraid to find out
你只是害怕真相
But f- it,
但是我
I won't be changing the subject I love it
不会改变 我爱的决定
I'll make your little secret public its nothing
我将让你的小秘密公开
I'm just disgusted with the skeletons
我只是讨厌虚伪
You sleep with in your closet
睡在你的壁橱里
To get back at me
来报复我被困的是我
Trapped and I'm lacking sleep
我却无法入睡
Fact is you're mad at me
事实是你生我的气
Because I backtrack so casually
因为我那么随便的放弃
You're practically my family
你真是我的家人
If we married then
如果我们结婚
I'll guess you'd have to be
我猜你会的
But tragically our love
但是我们的爱很可悲
Just lost the will to live
并无存活的几率
But would I kill to give it one more shot
但是我几乎扼杀了我们相爱的所有可能
I think not
我想我并不是
I don't love you baby
并不是不爱你，宝贝
I don't need you baby
并不是不爱你，宝贝
I don't want you no
并不是不念你，宝贝
Anymore
不再
I don't love you baby
并不是不爱你，宝贝
I don't need you baby
并不是不爱你，宝贝
I don't wanna love you no
并不是不想要你的爱
Anymore
不再
Recently I tend to zone out
最近我浑然无觉
Up in my headphones to Holocene
哪怕听着快歌也无感
You promised your body
你对自己承诺
But I'm away so much
但我已远离
I stay more celibate than in a monastery
我单身久了跟在修道院没什么差别
Im not cut out for life on the road
我并不是想跳过人生的路
Cos I didn't know I'd miss you this much
因为我不知道我会这么想念你
And at the time we'd just go, so sue me
我们刚开始的时候,你就向我求爱
I guess I'm not the man that you need
我想我不是你需要的那个人
Ever since you went to uni
自从你上了大学
I've been sofa surfing with a rucksack
我和我的帆布背包躲在沙发里
Full of less cash and I guess
总是缺钱
That could get bad
情况会变得糟糕
But when I broke the industry
但是当我破了这行的记录
That's when I broke your heart
那时我伤了你的心
I was supposed to chart and celebrate
我应该庆祝
But good things are over fast
但是美好的事物总是消逝的太快
I know it's hard to deal with and see this
我知道这很难处理
I tend to turn you off
我试着讨厌你
And switch on my professional features
投身我擅长的领域
Then I turn the music off
我关掉音乐
And all I'm left with is to pick up
留下自己捡起
My personal pieces, Jesus
我碎裂的心
I never really want to believe this
我从没想相信这
Got advice from my dad and he
有我的爸爸和他的建议
Told me that family is all
告诉我,家庭才是一切
I'll ever have and need
我曾经拥有的和想要的
I guess I'm unaware of it
我想我不知道究竟是什么
Success is nothing
成功并不意味着什么
If you have no one left to share it with
如果你连一个分享着喜悦的人都没有
I don't love you baby
并不是不爱你，宝贝
I don't need you baby
并不是不爱你，宝贝
I don't want you no
并不是不念你，宝贝
Anymore
不再
I don't love you baby
并不是不爱你，宝贝
I don't need you baby
并不是不爱你，宝贝
I don't wanna love you no
并不是不想要你的爱
Anymore
不再
And since you left
自从你离开
I've given up my days off
我已经放弃我的休息时间
It's what I need to stay strong
我需要坚强
I know you have a day job
我知道你也有工作
But mine is 24/7
但我的是全天无休
I fell like writing a book
我就像写一本书
I guess I lied in the hook
我想我撒了谎
Cos I still love you
因为我依然爱你
And I need you by my side if I could
如果可以的话我需要你在我身边
The irony is if my career
具有讽刺意味的是,如果我放弃我的事业
And music didn't exist
我的音乐也就不复存在
In 6 years
在6年里
Yeah you'd probably be my wife with a kid
是的你可能会是我的妻子
I'm frightened to think
我害怕去思考
If I depend on cider and drink
我依赖着酒精和烟
And lighting a spliff
让自己不去胡思乱想
I fall into a spiral and its
我陷入无法自拔的漩涡
Just hiding my misguiding thoughts
只是隐藏我的想法
That I'm trying to kill
我要遏制住那不该有的想法
And I'd be writing my will before I'm 27
在27岁之前我写着自己的想法
I'll die from a thrill
我将死于悸动
Go down in history as just a wasted talent
记录在历史上只是个可惜的人才
Can I face the challenge
我能面对挑战吗
Or did I make a mistake erasing
或是抹去我犯的错
It's only therapy
这只是自我安慰
My thoughts just get ahead of me
我爱胡思乱想
Eventually I'll be fine
最终我会没事的
I know that it was never meant to be
我知道我从未想过会这样
Either way I guess I'm not prepared
不管怎样我想我没有准备好
But I'll say this
但我会这样说
These things happen for a reason
这些事情的发生是有原因的
And you can't change
你无法改变
Take my apology
接受我的道歉
I'm sorry for the honesty
真心的说声对不起
But I had to get this off my chest
但我不得不学着忘记一起
I don't love you baby
并不是不爱你，宝贝
I don't need you baby
并不是不爱你，宝贝
I don't want you no
并不是不念你，宝贝
Anymore
不再
I don't love you baby
并不是不爱你，宝贝
I don't need you baby
并不是不爱你，宝贝
I don't wanna love you no
并不是不想要你的爱
Anymore
不再