Hear Me Out

So what you saying,
I'm trynna stack a hundred mill before I reach heavens gate
I know it's been said before but I gotta set my record straight
Everybody conversate the same now anyways
So don't mind me I'm just telling my story a different way
It feel like the same ******* parties every weekend don't it
So we stay inebriated hoping we can keep the moments
Eventually just find myself alone overthinking on it yeah
I plaster on a smile to look happy when I smoke,
I keep to myself I crack a smile to every joke
Cause this s**t feel like mayday
And everybody on a different page like test day
That's not even the half of it,
Constantly asking if I'm, self consumed or passionate
Hold up let me ash this, I'm in my own lane with the flow
Don't want to crash this *****
Step out my mind for a sec
Just to relax a bit be back in a second
Once she give me attention
I got new found intentions paired with daily aggression
I'm not just chasing tail I'm trying to find someone
That's into me like Chris-chan I'm an enigma everywhere I go
But no I'm gifted when they hear my verses
Probably think that I'm a s**t head
Already acknowledge that so you can let that s**t rest
If yous misunderstood just know I rock with you
We can talk girls and watch sonichu
We can kick it in quick ville
I let you hit the joint
And ramble on bout how that s**t feel
Cause I'm tired of being judged,
Smoking and thinking bout how much I don't think this s**ts real
I know the world was cold thank God to be this cold,
Waiting for the day haters agree ******* with me is old
And I can collect degrees and various fees owed
And leave the rap game with my ******* feet smoked
Yeah yeah yeah uh uh
So what you saying, I'm trynna make a million right now
Cause I feel like it's time to shine but I'm stuck under a cloud
What you saying, I ain't got time for they emotions
If you feel a way then speak up ain't gotta hold it
What you saying, I'm trynna to take it to another level dawg
If you can't see the vision
Then there ain't no need to get involved
I'm saying, I just want someone to hear me out
That's what I'm saying, I just want someone to hear me out
Yeah