I need u to know

I need u to know
That I'm not always there
I need to feel the pain so I know
If I'm dead or if I'm stil alive
I need to know if I'm still breathing, yeah
If I'm still breathing
I need to know
I need to know
I don't need to know why u said no
Feel so insecure yeah I'm so low
Wish I had an answer but I don't know
Thats why I'm in my room all alone now
I think it's pretty clear I'm missing you
Missing you
I think it's pretty clear I'm missing you
Missing you
You know but **** it cuz I know I'm gonna die young
Yeah I'm gonna die young I don't care no more
No more, oh
You know but **** it cuz I know I'm gonna die young