NOT FAIR

I can't come unless she kiss me
I don't know, her voice is saying that she miss me
Rolling with that .450
While they want to send me under ****ing six feet
I cope how they want, yeah I'll keep the safe off
Never out in public, 'cause they talk
Got a taste, got me shell-shocked
Drive me to hell in a drop-top
Uh, drive me to hell in a drop-top
I need you to save me before I **** up and go too far
I hate that you blame me for the things that I cannot control
I'm out here tryna make it work for us, it's too much
On my plate, got it all at stake
Say you hate me now, but you at my place
Tell me lies, tell me that it's all okay
Tell me why you love me, even if it's fake
It's not fair
No matter what, I'm still gon' be here
It's hard for me to show you I care
Crashing my precious, dyin'
Better off, better off dead
You don't wanna come around here
It's hard for me to show you I care
I wanna be myself, but I'm too scared
Yeah-yeah, I'm too scared
Even if it isn't real, I wanna hear it (Oh, Oh)
Pour my heart out, on the floor and now it's leaking (Oh, Oh)
Spent two-thousand on an F&N, don't make me squeeze it
I don't care if it was all pretend, they wanna feel it
M.O.B, 'cause if I lose it, are you leaving? (M.O.B)
Bitch, you don't love me, that's a lie, I don't believe it (Nah, nah)
Money make these bitches go insane, yeah, I done seen it (Oh, no)
I don't wanna hear it anymore, if you don't mean it
(I don't want, I don't want)
Don't wanna fall too deep
Trust issues, it's too hard to give you all of me
Love isn't what you see and what you want it to be
I want you, but I just can't give you all of me
It's not fair
No matter what, I'm still gon' be here
It's hard for me to show you I care
Crashing my precious, dyin'
Better off, better off dead
You don't wanna come around here
It's hard for me to show you I care
I wanna be myself, but I'm too scared
Yeah-yeah, I'm too scared