Uno

Yeah I don't know where to start
哎，我也不知道该从何说起
How do you admit that you're falling apart
你要如何承认你已支离破碎

I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart
我意思是我该怎么承认我已支离破碎

My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart
我妈会担心但我觉得我还好啦

I've lived the words that I've said
我的生活就像我的歌词
And I live with a voice
我脑海中还有个声音
That tends to tell me that I'm **** in my head
它总爱说我一文不值

Well maybe I should **** it and be happy instead
也许我该让它滚一边去然后过的开心点

I should just say **** it and be happy instead right right
我就该说操然后过的开心点，对吧？对

Cus' there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself
因为有一群人想教我如何搞定自己

But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health
但如果你提起我的健康我不会理你

I don't care
我不在乎
Don't tell me and don't text me
别说这些也别给我发消息

'Cos that kind of **** upsets me just kind of affects me
因为这些屁话让我沮丧，某种意义上在损伤我
It's bringing me down and I'm not gonna lie
这让我消沉，我不骗你

These days I prefer to just not be outside
这些天我就是不想出门

And these days I just end up spending all of my time
这些天我也不再把我的所有时间

With my girlfriend but to be honest I think that's alright
用来陪女朋友，说实话我觉得这没什么不好

'Cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs
因为时针不停的转动而我只是写写歌

I'm doing my best
我尽了全力

Still find myself stressed
但还是感到充满压力

And I'm no longer sure where I belong
我也不再确定我属于哪里

I'm starting to rust
我开始生锈

Don't know who to trust
不知道该信任谁

Don't trust anyone not even me
（谁也别信，我也别信）

Some people concentrate on style too much
有些人太过专注于时尚

But I think I just force myself to smile too much
而我太爱逼自己微笑

And I should zoom in for the best
我最好能专注于什么

I wanna live my life with no stress
我想要无忧无虑的活着

Love life and feel blessed like
想热爱生活并感到受到祝福

It's kind of funny on the inside
我的内心有些滑稽

I'm tryin' to be a man but really I'm just a little child ****
我试着去做个男人，但事实上我只是个小孩，干

And that's pretty much it
这实在太难了

Yeah that's pretty much it
这实在太难了
Is there anything else
（还有什么想说的？）

Oh yeah
噢有啊
My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress mhm
我咬紧牙关太久了连下颚都伤了（嗯哼）
I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends naw
最近我就是个白痴，失去了不少朋友（噢）
Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile
没有任何东西能让我开心让我笑

Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile oh
呆在学校让我意识到我为什么最近没在做自己（噢）
And I wonder what it was like to be 11
然后我在想11岁时是什么感觉

Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death
想死后的生命是不是还能有某种存在
Such a thing as heaven why
比如像天堂那样的（为什么？）

Every now and then I think about the fact
因为有时我想起一个事实
That I'd become a legend if I died at 27
如果我在27岁时死去我应该也会成为传奇