too much

where am i going
总是不知疲倦地问我要去哪
what does this mean
你到底在怀疑什么呢
you're stitching me up
我想你虚假的在意只是为了让我再次对你沉迷
then tearing the seams
让我的痛苦加倍
there's more than it seems
你所做的一切都像是表面的虚假
when it comes to you
每当我想起你
you're draining my heart
那些最苦涩破碎的记忆总会侵蚀我的心
'cos its something to do
这并不是无病呻吟
you said you would change
你总是说你会为了我而改变
but you stayed the same
但你只是继续做着令我伤心的事
because i was different
仗着我爱你
now you act so distant
可现在的你已经对我亳不理睬
now you wouldn't call for me
可现在的你也不会再给我打电话了
you said its too much
你对我抱怨了很多
you've got no time
你已经对我失去耐心
i guess i wasn't enough
我猜是我还没有学会怎么爱人
(i guess i wasn't enough)
（我猜此刻的我没有资格拥有你）
so i'm giving it a rest
所以你的离去更像是我自己单方面的冷静
i learned to forget and keep my mind in check
我已经慢慢学会控制我糟糕的情绪 隐藏自己的内心
all these friends they come and they go
身边的朋友换了一个又一个
and tell you you're the best
我发现我还是忘不了你的好
when you struggle to tell em a thing that's on your chest
我记得每当你故意在外面和朋友发牢骚时
thats why i always stay indoors
那个默默在房间里反省的我
so i can lock it out
仿佛可以与一切隔绝
keep your laughs and smiles and pouts
宝贝 请你保持着你可爱的笑容吧
as i hold onto my self doubts
当我能下定决心
(as i hold onto my self doubts)
（当我有能力承诺你一切）
you said you would change
你总是说你会为了我而改变
but you stayed the same
但你只是继续做着令我伤心的事
because i was different
仗着我爱你
now you act so distant
可现在的你已经对我亳不理睬
now you wouldn't call for me
可现在的你也不会再给我打电话了
you said its too much
你对我抱怨了很多
you've got no time
你已经对我失去耐心
i guess i wasn't enough
我猜是我还没有学会怎么爱人
don't believe a word i say
所以别相信我的鬼话了
i only have my self to blame
这都是我自己造的孽