Would You

Would you be happy for me
你是否会为我满心欢喜
If I had nothing going on
倘若于我无事发生
If I had nothing going on
倘若于我无事发生
Would you be happy for me
你是否会为我满心欢喜
If I had nothing going on
倘若于我无事发生
If I had nothing going on
倘若于我无事发生
Would you still ever hit my phone
你还会打我电话嘛
Even when I think I'ma end it all
即便当我认为我已将这一切做了了断
There's something telling me that I'm wrong
脑海之中一直有个声音告诉着我自己的错的
Every time that I get alone
每当我孤身一人的时候
And the thoughts all come at me at once
脑海中边用来千丝万缕的思绪
And I can't tell if its the drugs
我不知是否是药物的效果所带来
I'm an inmate of the prison in my mind
我便是个深陷脑海的囚徒
And I think about this shit like all the time
我一直都在寻思着这破事
I swear keep a straight face actin like I'm not scared
我发誓我将保持着一副直勾勾的面孔如若我并未受惊
Spent my whole life walking upstairs
穷尽一生走着上坡路
Got this weight on my shoulders I'm almost there
我所承受如此之多的重量 我几乎快到达内心的彼岸
Yeah, I'm almost there
是的 我即将到达彼岸
How do you expect me to love you
你是怎么确信我会深爱于你
If I can't love myself
如果我无法做到自爱
And how do you expect me to trust you
你是怎么确信我会深信于你
If I can't trust myself
如果我无法信任自己
Would you be happy for me
你是否会为我满心欢喜
If I had nothing going on
倘若于我无事发生
If I had nothing going on
倘若于我无事发生
Would you be happy for me
你是否会为我满心欢喜
If I had nothing going on
倘若于我无事发生
If I had nothing going on
倘若于我无事发生
If I never ever made a song
如果我从未作这首歌
Would they ever give me time of day
他们会多给我些时间吗
And if I never ever reach the top
倘若我从未抵达巅峰
Would everybody still treat me the same
每个人都还会如初一般对待我吗
Probably not but its okay yeah
或许不会像曾经那样 但也无恙
I don't blame them its all a game, yeah
我不会归咎于他们 这至始至终都不过是场游戏
We all playing to get nowhere
我们进行着游戏最终却一事无成
We all playing to get nowhere
我们进行着游戏最终却一事无成
But its never over
但这都永远不会结束
And sometimes its torturing me
有时这也很折磨我
How do you expect me to love you
你是怎么确信我会深爱于你
If I can't love myself
如果我无法做到自爱
How do you expect me to trust you
你是怎么确信我会深信于你
If I can't trust myself
如果我无法信任自己
Would you be happy for me
你是否会为我满心欢喜
If I had nothing going on
倘若于我无事发生
If I had nothing going on
倘若于我无事发生
Would you be happy for me
你是否会为我满心欢喜
If I had nothing going on
倘若于我无事发生
If I had nothing going on
倘若于我无事发生