To Or Not Let Go

I would be a beauty
我会成为个美人儿
but my nose
不过，我的鼻子
is slightly too big
对我的脸来说
for my face
有点太大了；
And I would be a dreamer
我会成为个筑梦者
but my dream
但是，我的梦想
is slightly too big
对这世界来说
for this space
有一点太大了；
A I would be an angel
我要成为一位守护天使
By my halo
但是我头顶的光环
It pales in the glow
相较于你优雅光芒
Of your grace
瞬时黯淡许多
And I would be a joker
我就像玩牌时突袭的鬼牌(小丑牌)
But that card looks silly when you play
但当你打出至尊Ace牌时
Know if you can tell
知道你是否明白
You ace
瞬时显得傻愚
I’d like to know
我想知道
Are there stars in hell?
绝望深渊中仰头仍能见到希望之星否？
And I’d like to know
我还想知道，
That you make me lose everything I know
在你让我失去了我所有凭借后
That I cannot choose to or not let go
我竟连选择是否放弃的余地都没有
And I’d stay forever
我也想要久久驻留
But my home
但我心的家
Is slightly too far
离这儿
From this place
有些太远；
And I swear I tried to
我发誓我曾试着
Slow it down
放慢自己，
When I am walking at your pace
试着用你的步调徐行；
But all I could think
但当我踱步城市角落
Idling through the cities
我能想到的 是…
Do I look pretty in the rain?
雨中的我，看来是个美人儿吗？
And I don’t know how someone
除了你，我不知还有谁
quite so lovely
这么高尚惹人爱
makes me feel ugly
让我相比，能够这么低下丑陋、
so much shame
这么无颜羞愧。
so much shame
这么无颜羞愧...
And I’d like to know
我还想知道
Are there stars in hell?
绝望深渊中仍有希望之星否？
And I’d like to know
我还想知道
Know if you can tell
知道你是否明白
That you make me lose everything I know
在你让我失去了我所有的希望，沈沦深渊
That I cannot choose to or not let go
不知是该放手还是相守