4 + 20

4+20 years ago
二十四年前
I come into this life
我的生命诞生了
The song of a woman
那是一首上个世代的歌
And a man who lived in strife
一个女人和男人生活在争吵中
He was tired of being poor
他厌倦了贫穷
And he wasn't into selling door to door
他对上门推销的活儿不感兴趣
And he worked like the devil to be more
他为了更高的社会地位拼命地工作。
A different kind of poverty now upsets my soul
但现在，是一种完全不同的贫乏在折磨我的灵魂
Night after sleepless night
一个又一个失眠的夜晚
I walk the floor and I want to know
在屋里走来走去，我想知道
Why am I so alone?
为什么我如此孤独
Where is my woman can I bring her home?
何时才能遇上那个能和我回家的姑娘呢
Have I driven her away?
是我让她失望了吗
Is she gone?
她已离开了吗？
Morning comes to sunrise
早上太阳升起
And I'm driven to my bed
我才上床睡觉
I see that it is empty
看着空虚的眼前
And there's devils in my head
不由地恶从心生
I embrace the many colored beast
我投身于欲望世界的花绿伪装
I grow weary of the torment
而这些又让我疲惫不堪
Can there be no peace?
我的内心还有平静吗？
And I find myself just wishing
现在我只希望
That my life would simply cease.
让我的生命了结。