insane

I drink my coffee in the morning
我早上起来会喝一杯咖啡
I brush my teeth before bed
我晚上睡前会刷牙
I fake a smile to keep the sad thought
我强颜欢笑保持着这悲哀的想法
Out of my head
全部都忘光光吧
I sit outside and watch the world spin
我坐在外面看着世界旋转着
I bet you probably moved on
我打赌你可能已经离开了
But I still can't seem to sing
但是我似乎还是不会唱歌
Hmm, anything but this song
嗯..除了这首歌
I've asked my therapist, my mom and dad the same
我也问过给我治疗的医生，我妈和我爸
I've asked my friends and fam, they all say I'm to blame
我问过我亲近的朋友们，他们说罪魁祸首是我自己
I've spent all this time pretending I'm okay
我一直假装着我自己很好
Well, I'm not okay
好吧，其实我一点也不好
Today might be the day I go insane
今天可能是我失去理智的日子
The day I go insane
我发疯的那一天
The day I go insane
我发疯的那一天
That'll be the day, today might be the day
那就是今天，今天可能就是这一天
The day I go insane
我失去理智的那一天
It'll probably be the best day in my life
这也许是我一生中最好的一天
I'll be rid of all my problems, I'll be rid of my strife
我将摆脱所有的问题和我的麻烦
And I can't even fix an issue 'bout you sayin' good night
我甚至不用解决关于你说‘晚安’的问题
And I don't even got to worry if I'm wrong or I'm right
我甚至不用再担心我到底是对的还是错的
And when I argue with my darkest side, it's comin' to light
当我与我自己最黑暗的一面争论的时候，它会亮起来
I'd rather have 'em call me crazy,
我宁愿他们说我疯了
Than have another fight with you
也不愿意再去跟你吵架
This mind of mine is mine to lose, it's true
这种思想使我失去的，真的
I've asked my therapist, my mom and dad the same
我也曾问过我的治疗师，我的父母
I've asked my friends and fam, they all say I'm to blame
我问过我亲近的朋友们，他们说罪魁祸首是我自己
I've spent all this time pretending I'm okay
我一直在假装我很好
Well, I'm not okay
好吧，其实我一点也不好
Today might be the day I go insane
今天可能是我失去理智的日子
The day I go insane
我发疯的那一天
The day I go insane
我发疯的那一天
That'll be the day, today might be the day
那就是今天，今天可能就是这一天
If today's the day I go insane
如果今天我疯了
Please tell my mom and dad I'm not in pain
请告诉我的妈妈和爸爸我并不痛苦
And tell my sister not to do the same
也请告诉我的妹妹不要做同样的事情
It's just, these lonely days get lonelier with rain
只是，这些孤独的日子随着雨变得越来越孤独
And then the feelings come
然后，感觉来了
And go and pass in waves (Pass in waves)
像是随着海浪来了去 去了来
And I can feel myself start to get swept away (Swept away)
我能感觉到自己开始被冲走
I guess if your heart can break,
我想如果你的心会碎
Then your head can do the same (Do the same)
那么你的头也会碎裂
It's hard to explain
这很难去解释
Today might be the day I go insane
今天可能是我失去理智的日子
The day I go insane
我发疯的那一天
The day I go insane
我发疯的那一天
That'll be the day, today might be the day
那就是今天，今天可能就是这一天
The day I go insane (Hey, I'm not okay)
我发疯的那一天（嘿，我并不好）
The day I go insane (Today, I'll go insane)
我发疯的那一天（今天,我疯了）
The day I go insane (Hey, I'm not okay)
我发疯的那一天（嘿，我并不好）
That'll be the day, today might be the day (Today, I'll go insane)
那就是今天，今天可能就是这一天（今天，我疯了）
The day I go insane
我发疯的那一天
Yeah, it hurts, but it's true, I shouldn't care, but I do
yeah..很痛，但这是真的，我不应该去在意，但是我很在意
I hide who I'm inside, like I've got something to prove
我隐藏着我的内心，好像是我要证明什么东西
But what I've learnt is that pretending ends up bad for my health
但最终我学到的是，假装只会对我的健康有害处
What's the point of being if I'm not being myself?
如果我做不了我自己，活着还有什么意义？