It's Nice Outside

I been looking for the sun for 7 days but all i see is this rain
Thats been coming down,
peeped the sky all I saw was gray
Should I leave or should I stay?
cause my inspiration to paint these pictures
Been limited,
my colors ain't many can feel them dimming
Another page,
in my book of life I been tryna climb
These obstacles are they real or optical illusions
Man i can't say,
where I'm headed but where I came from
You make the bed that you lay in
no matter what dream you chasing
And i'm chasing I ain't running away,
you gotta know the difference
A coward dies 1000 times its all scientific
I only got one life to live and i don't whats the distance i gotta run
Just like Nipsey I marathon,
mothers losing they sons and they daughters
Its like the sun and the water evaporated just to do the same thing
Will the cycle ever change?
i'm from the land of the slaughtered where they locking up our fathers
Tryna lock us up disorder is all the order we know
The law and order been ordered to cut us down fo we grow
And they poisoned our seeds,
when mother nature clashed with father time
I found a second to rhyme on my enviroment
and try to find the beauty that surround the ****
Wondering around my state of mind and what i find
Is that its so much **** to find as i try to expand my knowledge
My prescription from Phoniks,
procussion, trumpets, the sonic vibrations
We like a band that play for SEGA but its not a game
Suffered a lot of pain so i'm grateful for what i gain
A different cloth,
learned from mistakes even when they left a stain
This **** was made for me,
stress my moma but i'm knowing that she pray for me
Stuck in the eye of the hurricane, swerving tryna fly
i ain't certain whats in my way
But i know i gotta maintain through the rain
Counting my blessings thankful for another day
Use every second tryna find my way up out this mother ******